𝑻𝑶𝑲𝒀𝑶 𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑺𝑪𝑬𝑵𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑺 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑵𝑶𝑵

[!TW!] when y/n self harms [pt.2]

including mitsuya and the haitani's for @mariamistoty 🤭

again- this is a serious topic.  if you, or someone you know, is doing this, please reach out- it could be to me [in private or in the comments] or a professional like a therapist. please know that you are all loved by me. the comment section is going to be a safe space, please do not harass anyone willing to vent here. I love y'all <3

TW; self-harm, cutting, etc. 

characters: mitsuya, kazutora, ran, and rindou.

mitsuya:

heartbroken, just like the others. mitsuya understands when someone says 'i'm not pretty enough' or 'i look so ugly' since he works with models on the daily. every time someone says that he reassures them that it's not true. it was a whole different story with you though. 

he knew what was up since it started. every time he asks how you're doing, you respond with the same answer, 'i'm okay'. but really, you weren't. and he knew that. 

he came home one day to see you in the kitchen, washing the dishes. he walked over to you and saw bandages covered around your arms. he turned the faucet off and embraced you in a big hug. he then picked you up went to your shared bedroom put you on the bed and started to have a well needed talk. 

ran:

it's like he brushes it off, but he doesn't. he, personally, loves himself and does daily affirmations everyday because, duh, it's ran we're talking about. he didn't notice a change in anything. because you acted like you didn't change. 

until one night, he bought you a dress to go out in, you were going to a fancy dinner, which you forgot about. the dress that he bought you was a short sleeved, knee length lavender dress. while you were sitting down, ran noticed the change in behavior that he saw you experiencing. almost like you were panicked. 

once you were done eating, and it was time to leave. ran got up first to help you get up. but you got up by yourself instead. once you arrived at home, he tried to talk to you about what was wrong, you just stayed there silent. later, you caved and told him the story. ever since, he makes you do daily affirmations with him every single day. 

rindou:

he was distressed when he saw you sitting on your bed with the s/h object in your hands. he has experienced this before, and he never wanted to recall it again. 

when he was younger, self harm was a way of coping, until he met you, he stopped. you were the light of his life, and seeing you like this made his stomach drop to the floor. too stunned to speak, he slowly walked closer to you, but you quickly backed away. technically, he was cornering you, since the only way out was the way he came in. 

once he got you where you were most vulnerable, he picked you up, and engulfed you in a huge kiss. wouldn't let you go until you say the magic word. currently reminds you everyday about how beautiful you really are <3

kazutora:

he felt dejected, he actually attempted to distance himself after he saw you cutting. not because he didn't love you, but because he was frightened. still to this day he will not admit to being scared, but deep down he never wants that to happen again. 

seeing you on the floor, next to the end of the bed made him feel numb. though he has never done it himself, the thought alone shook him. once he returned, he apologized like hell. 

he never meant to leave you alone, but his friends convinced him to come back. he frequently feels bad for that, and since it happened, he's never left your side

I JUST REALIZED THAT THIS SUCKS 💀oh whatever, i can't do anything about it- anyway, i hope you enjoyed my little asthma babies 🥰❤ i love y'all <3