EERIE LOVE

☽ I'ᒪᒪ TᖇY ☾

I was slowly drifting asleep, to the tune of Jason and Dylan's voices but suddenly I was taken out of my trance by Jason.

"Doll are you feeling alright? You're getting pretty warm." Jason asked with genuine concern

I've noticed I've been sleeping a lot lately and I remember when I was the most depressed, I would sleep a majority of the day. Not only that but I would get sick constantly from headaches to even throwing up, even though I didn't eat much.

"Do you want to go upstairs and lay down?"

"No thank you Jase I'm just tired is all, also my head hurts a bit but nothing a little nap can't handle."

"Do you want a Tylenol or something?"

"No Jase I'm alright"

"Okay then doll then just get some sleep"

I did what Jason told me to do and I tried to to go to sleep as I was listening to Jason and Dylan.

"You guys are cute it's sickening" Dylan said in a joking manner but I could hear the sadness in his voice

"You alright Lana?"

I wasn't really paying attention because all I heard was a sudden obnoxious ringing in my ears and my lungs felt like they were filling up with fluid.

"Lana......doll!" Jason said trying to shake me awake

I tried to speak to Jase...... I really did but my lungs would not allow oxygen to travel through me which meant I couldn't speak to Jase.

"Oh ғυcĸ Lana I asked you if you were okay and you said your were alright. I тold you you would get sick pretty soon."

I didn't even hear Dylan's reaction because I blacked out before I could hear the rest.

                                ~ᗩᗯᗩKE~

When I woke up I didn't here beeping and footsteps with doctors murmuring amongst each other, so I assumed I wasn't in a hospital. Instead I was awoken by Jason wrapped around me looking at me not even blinking.

"Jase?"

"Yes doll?"

"It's still hard to breath" I said in a whisper

"I know it is Lana and before you ask where were at, I didn't take you to the hospital I took you straight to my house as soon you passed out." Jason said in a stern voice

"Where's Dylan?"

"He's umm back at the gangs house I believe..... What does that matter to you?"

"I was just curious" I looked around at the room and noticed we were in Jason bedroom

"Curiosity killed the cat"

"No a heart attack almost killed me"

"Actually a collapsed lung almost killed you"

"What?!"

Growing up I never really had many major health issues, I had a mild case of asthma when I was eight. Luckily I grew out of it when I was in eighth grade which was the year I joined track. But a collapsed lung I couldn't even begin to think of how that crept up on me.

"You heard what I said.... You almost died of a collapsed lung. Which means one of your lungs was failing you so your body had to rely on one lung for oxygen."

"Sorry Jase I'm just shocked is all" I whispered looking down at the bed

"You don't have to apologize for almost dying"

"Right sorry" I said then realized I just apologized again and starting giggling until I realized it hurts to laugh.

"You ok doll?" Jason looked at me with caring eyes

No Jase I'm far from okay, I've been taken away from my life. I was forced to live with someone who is practically breathing down my neck and watching my every move. Even worse I almost died of a collapsed lung, but when you think about in my case death isn't such a bad thing.

"Doll don't think like that"

"Think like what?"

"Stop thinking so negatively and sinister, you have such an innocent beautiful face. You always think badly of yourself."

"I'm sorry Jase this is how you think when you've been depressed for so many years like I've been; it's quite difficult to be a positive when you have nothing but negative around you."

"Just try okay?"

"Alright I'll try"

I admit it was hard to agree to being happy but I would try not just for me but for Jase.

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