EERIE LOVE

☽ ᗪOᑎ'T ᖴOᖇGET ᗩᗷOᑌT ᗰE pт. 1☾

Something didn't feel right I felt empty, what happened to my happiness? That's right Jason is my happiness without him I feel empty, looking around at the semi familiar room déjà vu had hit me. Before getting the chance to speak a raspy voice had come just inches away from my ear.

"Don't forget about your first love, babe"

"Dylan?"

My heart was beating uncontrollably the man I once convinced myself I loved wanted me to remember what we had.

"Lana?"

"Yes Dylan?"

Darkness was still covering the room not allowing me to see him but something told me he could see perfectly fine.

"For someone who was madly in love with me you sure did move on fucking fast!"

Dylan sounded hurt but his jealousy blocked out the other emotions held in his voice.

"You told me to let Jason into my heart and since I care about you I wanted to do what would make you happy! I was already in love with Jason, I was just in denial."

"You care about me? I thought you were in love with me."

"No Dylan I do love you it's just I-"

"You're just not in love with me, am I right?"

"I never-"

"Am I right?" Dylan repeated louder

"I never said that Dylan!"

"Dammit Lana I said am I fucking right?!"

Dylan had appeared in my view & immediately I was pinned to the bed, laying defenseless I shook my head rapidly in agreement.

"Yes Dylan"

"Fuck!"

Feeling something wet fall onto my face I realized Dylan was crying he became so emotionally out of it that he fell on me. Dylan was much taller & heavier making it harder to breathe, thankfully he shifted half of his body off allowing more room to breathe easier.

Dylan was clinging to me with his head in the crook of my neck, his sobs were quiet. However, the amount of tears that had fallen from his beautiful brown orbs made me realize how broken he is. I tried my best to comfort him as I rubbed his back & whispered comforting things I knew he would want to hear.

So far, nothing I did could calm him if anything he began crying even harder.

"I know I broke your heart and I know I'm selfish for choosing Jason instead of you, please move on I'm just a lost, depressed, teenaged girl who has no clue why she's still alive. I'm no one special Dylan please don't cry over me."

Crying just as uncontrollably as Dylan I felt horrible I didn't know he would be so heartbroken over me. In my defense he told me to let Jason into my heart, I just wanted to make Dylan happy so I finally let him into my heart. I am in love with Jason & I love Dylan. Why can't he understand that?

"You're my life Lana whether in dead or alive I still love you why can't you understand that?!"

"What can I do to mend your heart? Please let me help you"

"Let me love you; emotionally, physically, I need all of you"

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Whoa what do you guys think Dylan would do just to get Lana to be in love with him again?

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Until the next part BYE!

~MIA