EERIE LOVE

☽ I ᗩᗰ ᗯOᖇTᕼ IT ☾

The thought that Jason doesn't think I'm worth it anymore did really hurt, he went through all of this trouble now he's debating whether or not I'm worth it....Is he serious?

"Doll you know I didn't mean it like that I-"

Jason finally gave into my bear hug and was holding me so I wouldn't escape his embrace.

"You went through all this trouble just for me to be yours and now your contemplating if I'm even worth it!"

"Doll your far from worthless you're the love of my life! I don't know why I said that its just.... I'm fucking sorry okay?" Jasons grip softened slightly

"I'm still depressed you know? I think that sometimes you forget that you're all I have and that if I mess my chances up with you then that's it."

"You will never ever stop me from loving you no matter how much it annoys the hell out of you" Jason chuckled but was still giving me a stern look

"Okay I guess"

"Good then"

I only agreed to Jason because I knew that if I didn't this conversation would go on much longer than it needed to. As of right now I wanted to be left alone and sulk, but I've had time to be alone with my thoughts.

"As an apology how about I take you shopping?"

Shopping? This is something I really need I haven't had time to dress 'girly' for the past month. I didn't have an option other than to wear Jason's clothes and now I finally get to wear clothes my size.

"Really Jase?!" I looked at him shockingly even though I already knew the answer

"Yeah doll... Really"

"Okay then lets go!"

I quickly grabbed at Jason's hands to head out to the mall, until I caught a glance at my reflection.

I look horrendous

"Ew!" I ran away from the mirror and was completely disgusted

"You look absolutely beautiful, now can we go?!" Jason asked impatiently

"NO.... Just give me twenty minutes okay?

"Fine"

Jason sat down on the bed and pulled out his phone, I payed no attention to him and ran to the dresser. While rummaging through the clothes I picked out yet another pair of sweatpants and a white shirt. I took a quick shower, brushed my teeth, and put on mascara with a light pink lipgloss and white vans.

"Okay I'm ready"

"Gorgeous as always doll now let's go"

Jason pick me up bridal style and carried me down to the garage, he stopped at a matte black Range Rover. He hopped into the car and we sped off to the mall.

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"Before we get out of the car Lana I'm telling you we are not going to be in here all day. We can go to a few stores and you can get as much as you want clothes, food, whatever but I'm giving you an hour. I just want to go home and not be around so many people."

It's obvious Jasons a bit of a loner but I'm not much of a social butterfly either. Honestly I'm not a shopaholic unless it involves video games or food.

"Okay Jase I won't be long"

We got out of the car and into the mall although I wasn't familiar with the area instead of walking around aimlessly. I found the map to find three stores I was on the look out for Forever 21, Victoria's Secret, and Game Stop.