𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

22 | FEEL SOMETHING

*Song rec - Show Me How
by Men I Trust*

My bottom lip was in between my teeth as I focus on my drawing, sighing when I heard my phone go off.

Ever since Minho said he tried to call me but couldn't reach me because my phone was on 'do not disturb' made me change my ways and hold back from turning it on since.

I reach for my phone and see Minho's name, I put my pencil down and answer it "This better be important because I'm finally getting out of a block and drawing"

I heard his chuckle "Good to know your art is more important to you than me" My eyes go to my sketchbook and go over the thing I was so focused on.

"Very important"

"I'm outside, I couldn't sleep and figured you were up"

"And how would you know? What if I was asleep?"

It was quiet for a second "I would still come over because I want to see you"

I scoff "Sounds very selfish but I'll give it to you"

I heard his small chuckle "Meet me outside?"

I nod, biting my lip as I suppress a smile "I'll be down"

I hung up and went straight to the mirror, I was in a large sweater and sweats—sexy, I know. I run my fingers through my hair and walk away. Hoping it was dark enough to hide my lack of effort.

I slowly open my door and notice the quiet house, tip-toeing down the hall and down the stairs, I walk to the door and slip on my shoes before walking out of the house.

I stood there expecting to see Minho but instead, I see a black car, figuring it was Minho, and if it wasn't I'd just get kidnapped, oh well.

I walk to the car and get in "I didn't know you had a car" I said to Minho and he shook his head.

"I don't" I just stare at home and he laughs "It's my parents"

"You took it without asking?"

He nods "Yeah, but don't worry I have a license... I just totaled my last car and they figured I didn't need one since I was reckless and it's a small town—small enough where I don't need one"

I nodded slowly "I think your better without one then" I pat his shoulder playfully.

He smiles at me and for some reason, he felt off, "What kept you up?" I asked.

Minho shrugs looking away and to the empty street before looking at me with a small smile "Just wanted to see you"

"You saw me today at school" I teased

"For 30 minutes, that's not long enough" He pouts.

I turn my body and look at him amused at his sudden clinginess. "Out of everyone, I wouldn't have guessed for you to be clingy"

Minho gasps "I'm not clingy"

I lean closer to him "You are, but it's okay. It's cute"

Minho glares at me and seems to get into his thoughts as he sits back and looks away from me "I actually had something to ask"

"Okay, ask me"

Minho looks at me "Whose the freckled boy that's been walking with you after school?"

My eyebrows furrow in confusion, and I look down trying to think what he meant. Looking up at him "Felix?"

Minho looks away and stares at the steering wheel "Is he... is he a new friend?" Hesitantly he looks at me.

I just stare at him confused about why he was asking and why he was acting so weird.

A smirk found my face when it hit me. Lee Minho is jealous.

I sit up and he watches me carefully "Something like that"

"Something like that?" He repeats, "What's that supposed to mean?" His voice seemed almost like he was growing irritated.

I shrug "We hung out earlier today—"

"You did?" I nod, "I thought you didn't want or like having friends"

I look down and bite at my lip "Maybe I changed my mind" I look up "I kinda liked the feeling of simply hanging out with people and laughing about random things, you know as a normal teen would do"

Minho looks away again and I chuckle "You don't have to be jealous"

Minho scoffs and shakes his head "I'm not jealous"

I lean to him and whisper in his ear, not knowing where my sudden confidence came from but I'll take it.

"So you wouldn't care if I turned my friendship with Felix to the same as ours"

Minho snaps his head to me "Why, do you like him?"

I laugh loudly and just stare fondly at the jealous Minho in front of me. My eyes fell to his lips before leaning in and kissing him.

He reacted right away, pulling me over to the middle console of the car. I pull away "You seem eager"

"Do you like him?" he asks again, wanting an answer.

I smile and shake my head "Not more than I like you"

Minho settled with that answer as he kisses me again. I pull away to look at my house, making sure nobody was outside or watching. Minho's lips go to my neck and without realizing he starts sucking, making me let out a small moan.

Minho stops and I look at him with a glare as he smiles at me innocently "Shut up" I said and he chuckles, kissing my cheek and back to my lips. I pull away again and he whines at the loss of contact "I need to go back inside, it's getting late"

Minho pouts "Fine, but I'll let you know now. You have something to hide tomorrow"

I look at him questionably and he taps my neck, feeling it unusually sensitive. I gasps and hit his shoulder "You didn't just give me a fucking hickey!"

Minho just smiles "I might of", his smile turns into a smirk "But you can give me one, then we'll even"

I swallow harshly, "If you want me to give you one, you could have just asked" I chuckled nervously.

Minho rubs up my thighs softly, "Want to be honest with you?"

"Always"

Minho sighs "I never really get jealous or clingy, more less give me hickeys"

I furrow my brow, my fingers playing with his zipper of his jacket "Then why do you want me to?"

Minho chuckles softly "You kinda just make me feel different about certain things—change my mind, I guess"

I look down "Can I be honest with you now?"

He lifts his hand and gently picks my chin up to look him in the eyes "Always"

"I-I never really get excited about anything. Sometimes I feel like I'm just watching everyone experience things while I just try to survive" I inhale and chuckle sadly "But with you, I think—I think I finally feel something other than dread"

*Song rec - Show Me How
by Men I Trust*

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