50 | ISOLATION

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Isolation, that's what I've been doing the past few days. Of course, I couldn't stay home forever. Especially noticing my parents worried gaze and constant questions about what had me in such a mood.

So I walk now into school, I felt eyes on me and I knew everyone was curious about why I'd missed so much class. They were bored and they loved to make up rumors about all the possible things that could have happened. This week it was because I was heartbroken, they weren't far off.

I walked with my head down, drowning out the world but really I wish the world would swallow me up. I didn't want to be here, I didn't want anywhere but the safety of my own room. I knew there I wouldn't get looks or be judged. It was a place I could openly feel what I felt, I wasn't even sure what that was.

I walk the halls and to the empty one, sitting down on the school floors and leaning against the lockers. Waiting for the bell to ring but it felt like years, I never wanted to see this place again.

As the bell rang, I didn't find myself walking to my class. I couldn't sit through a lecture and hear the people around me whisper about me.

I found myself walking up the stairs and to the roof, wanting to remain alone and avoid the others. Questions weren't something I wanted to answer.

The cold air hitting my face, I put on a small smile and sit down. I couldn't help but hear Minho's mom's words roam my head.

I felt like such a problem and to be honest, I was.





'Muse' Jisung gets a lot of slander and I don't understand why

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