𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

52 | MAKE THIS RIGHT

I found myself laying on the floor of my room. Staring at the stars I refused to take off, but figuring I should.

A small knock on the door was heard and I ignored it until it was heard again "Mom, I already told you I'm not hungry"

The other side of the door was silent before I heard them say "I don't think your mom sent me up here to ask if you were hungry"

I sat up and look at the door that was still closed as I always kept it locked. Minho was on the other side of the door and I found myself crawling to the door and sitting by it.

I came home from school and immediately changed into a large sweater and sweats to cry my eyes out. I looked a mess and was in no shape to have company.

"I'm sorry" I heard him say "I shouldn't have grabbed you" I can hear the pain in his voice. I can see his shadow from under the door and notice how he sat down beside it. "I was angry at you. I was mad that you were ignoring me and I had no idea why. I was confused because I thought maybe there was hope—I don't know" He chuckles sadly "I called that morning of the accident and when you picked up I was so happy. I had thought before that you would never talk to me again and so hearing your voice and when you agreed to let me come for you, that gave me hope"

I lean my head against the door as a tear slipped my eyes and fell to the wooden floors. "I was in hurry and it all happened so fast and when I woke up—I told them"

I tense and sit up, looking to the door "I was more worried that you would hate me for not showing up, I kind of blurted out how I needed to call you and my dad told me to rest and I can afterward but then when I woke up you were already there"

I stand up and unlock my door, hearing him stand up as I open it to reveal a sad Minho. Tears in his eyes as he stood there.

I turn around and sit on my bed and he follows after he closes the door again. "I found out from Felix" I look down "I was mad, you know me—everything gets in my head and it just spirals until someone tells me to stop"

I look up at him "I left because—" His sad tired eyes looked into mine "Your mom told me to and I had to respect that" I said lowly and He looks away from me.

The silence grew between us before he spoke "You asked me something when we were in your backyard" He said, looking at the floor. "You said I would pick my family over you and I hesitated"

He looks at me "Minho—"

"I would," He said immediately, "I hesitated because I felt horrible to admit it. I love them but I—I also love you Jisung"

I frown and look down "They told me to stay away from you" I whisper. Swallowing harshly "So I did"

Minho grabs my hands and I look up at him "I'll tell them about us, I'll make this right"

I look into his eye and give him a sad smile "Minho" he hums in response "I love you too"

Do y'all love me again? I promise the sadness is over

also sad news, muse is almost over :(