MOMMY ✔️

RULES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN

CHAPTER FIVE: RULES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN

" when my mind, my soul, my body ask for more "
- rakiyah (whoa)

WARNING: SLIGHT EXPLICIT CONTENT! 18+! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!

I am an overthinker.

I've always been an overthinker.

Nagsimula yo'n nung high school pa 'ko, pagkatapos nang nangyari sa ex-boyfriend ko no'n, kanila ate Aida at kuya... it was a lot.

And when Eros came to my life, it became worse.

Wala naman ding problema kung overthinker din naman ako, at least I get to think about thinks clearly before making decisions and other more things.

But one thing for sure, I've never once... overthink about someone... besides my son, of course.

Not even Rainer, siguro noon pero 'di ganito, yung tipong 'di ko talaga maalis yung tao sa utak ko.

Nakalimutan ko na kasi kung ga'no pala kahirap itago yung nararamdaman sa lalaking pinagiinteresan mo.

So... 'di ko na crush si Hiero, 'di ko crush boss ko, I made a decision na... interesado lang talaga ako sa kanya, yun lang yun talaga.

"Anyare? Ba't ang tense mo?" malakas na tanong ni Keira sa tabi ko.

Muntik ko na siyang mahampas dito sa loob ng elevator, kung wala lang ibang tao dito sa loob baka nahampas ko na siya, naiinis ako.

I'm already having a hard time... trying to not... touch myself whenever I think about Hiero, tapos e'to siya rant ng rant tungkol sa lalaking sobrang galing daw nung gabing yo'n.

How many times na ba?

Ilang beses ko ba kailangang marinig yung kwento?

Oo na, it was the best sex of your life, Keira, 'di ko kailangang malaman.

I don't usually think or complain about my sex life kahit na ilang taon na rin since the last time I've had sex with someone and it was Rainer, but now I am... I am thinking about it.

Why?

Hah, because I'm lusting over my hot boss, and I'm trying not to.

Okay... not lusting.

Interested.

Jusko, ina po ako... hindi po ako malandi, okay?

I need to only focus on my son, siya lang ang buhay ko, okay? No more other things, no... sex life, no... crush on my boss, I am okay, I am totally okay.

"Aleth—"

"Tutusukin kita, Keira. Itutusok ko yong susi ng kotse ko." mura ko sa kanya.

Wala akong panahon sa mga tanong-tano niya, gusto ko lang naman nagpokus sa trabaho ko today, pinatawag kami ng mga boss na'min dito sa meeting na 'to.

Meeting yata for Good Girls calendar na irerelease sa pasko yata o January next year, ewan ko, kalimutan ko.

Overthinker pero makakalimutin 'no?

Pa'no yo'n?

"Okay mother, meron ka ba?" bulong niya.

Oo meron.