MOMMY ✔️

WON'T LEAVE

CHAPTER NINE: WON'T LEAVE

" i hope you can see,
the shape that I'm in "
- harry styles (woman)

WARNING: 18+ CONTENT! EXPLICIT! BEWARE! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Alam ko, tangina.

Alam ko ang pagkakamali ko.

I should have not slept with my damn boss and that I should stop thinkin about it but damn, he was good.

He was fucking good.

Hindi magiging madali na alisin yo'n sa utak ko, yung bawat posisyon, bawat halik, bawat kagat, bawat labas pasok, bawat... hah... I need to stop, I need to fucking stop.

I was okay this morning.

Maganda umaga ko, 'di na 'ko hangover, napaliguan ko anak ko tapos nahatid ko rin siya sa eskwelahan, and I was going to have a good shoot today but damn it.

He's here, he's also a model.

How the fuck is that even possible?

Kailan pa siya naging modelo?

'Di ako mapakali, para akong natatae pero the truth is kinakabahan lang ako, kabado lang ang nanay niyo.

I cannot back out now, it would be unprofessional for me to do that. Tsaka isa pa, shoot 'to ni Elijah Seasons, one of the new and best fashion designers in the Philippines and in Asia at the moment, I can't back out!

Ang laking oportunidad ni'to!

My son wants to see my picture internationally too, hindi lang sa Pilipinas pero sa ibang bansa rin, I want to make it happen not just for me but also for my son.

This will help me to make it happen.

Kaya hindi pwede. I cannot back out now.

I mean, who backs out just for a man?

Oo, kahit na gano'n siya kagaling sa kama, o kagwapo, o irresistible... hindi ibig sabihin no'n ay babackout ako 'no!

"Hoy, ba't seryoso ta'yo?" Biglang tanong ni Keira sa tabi ko tsaka ayos sa lipstick niya sa salamin.

"S-Seryoso? Bakit 'di ta'yo magseseryoso? It's a job, and... it's Elijah Seasons."

"Right, but you told me last week that if we were too serious we would be too nervous to do this job."

First of all, lasing ako yata nung time na yun and lastly, sinusubukan ko pang alisin yung pakiramdam at lasa ng labi ni Hiero kaya kung ano-anong lumalabas sa utak ko.

People make mistakes and do stupid things.

And I'm one of them, okay?

"We should enjoy, 'di ba? Ba't ganyan ka?"

"Anong... ibig mong sabihin?"

"Seryoso ka o kinakabahan?"

"Keira, stop it. Focus na lang ta'yo, okay?"

This is a shoot.

Everything is going to be okay, I am model and this is my job, walang problema, walang problema talaga at ano naman kung andito si Hiero?

Boss ko lang siya, boss!

And he's also a model here so now he's a co-worker.

We can just forget about what happened that night.