Falling Apart

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I've been waiting for a while now, almost seven hours.

Elias brought me some food and drinks, he also brought me a book, which was not to my liking in any way, but he'll learn.

Aubrey came and hung out with me for a bit until she decided to get some fresh air c how that must feel.

Luckily this room is an en-suite so I was able to fit in a shower in the time of waiting, having Elias bring me toiletries to use.

I quickly realised I wasn't on my period, and it was just that time of the month it starts preparing me for it.

The cramps... the random sights of blood.

What a bitch.

It made Elias have to put a tampon in for nothing. At least I won't have to deal with my period for at least two or three days, depending on my cycle.

He then made me move rooms so he could get our room finished.

It's still unnerves me that we both agreed to share a room, but in a way... I'm so damn excited.

He walks into the guest room which is completed decorated and looks amazing. I'm led on the bed, finishing the last page from this crap book he gave me.

He just stands at the door, leaning into the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest and watching me.

I close the book, looking back at him and he smiles.

"Guessing you like it?" He asks, indicating I liked the book.

I immediately shake my head, "no, it was shit. But you tried, so I forgive you" I stand up, walking towards him.

He stands up straight, grabbing both my wrists with his hands and pulling me out of the room.

I can't see everything clearly from up here, but I can definitely notice a large difference.

There's art work on the walls, a large chandelier that hangs from the tall ceiling down to the ground floor, a large rug that lays on the floor downstairs besides the grand, white piano.

I notice the living room completely furnished. All white and simplistic, exactly to my liking, I'm guessing Aubrey had a saying in it for me.

Thank god! I couldn't imagine what Elias would have done with the place if it were completely up to him.

But a part of me sort of wishes there was something more... him, in this house. I don't just want it to be mine. I want it to be his.

I cross my across my chest, turning to look at him, a forced smile on my face.

"I love it" I say. He steps closer, concern in his eyes.

"Then why'd you look so sad about it?" He questions?

I shrug my shoulders, "I guess... I don't know. It just feels like, me. Where'd you come in all of this?"

I look him in the eyes, and notice a grin form on his face. He starts at walking towards our room, opening the door and nodding his head inside, indicating I go inside.

"Like I said, Merliah. Everyone sees a perfect, simple couple on the outside. But we're the only ones who see the beauty of the inside. We said slow, I know. But that won't stop me from getting prepared for the future"

I stop before walking in, looking straight at him.

"What makes you think there's a future?" I ask playfully.