The boy I wanna kiss- Rinney

bloody drains

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TW!!
This chapter will contain mentioning of needles, hospital treatment and lots and lots of trauma.

A/N: hello everyone! I hope you've had a better Halloween than me.

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*Robin's POV*

It felt like my heart was being ripped out as I saw Finney get loaded into the ambulance.
I held Gwen tightly as she cried into my shirt. I was also crying and I tried not to break down on spot but I stayed strong for her.
I don't know if I feel happy or sad, seeing Finney like this hurt so bad but knowing he's alive made me breathe out in relief.
Gwen tried her best to run up to Finney but the hospital staff would not let anyone get near Finney. Finney's father, Terrance, spoke to one of the police officers for information and they said that they really had to rush Finney to the hospital. Walking around with open wounds, flowing out blood is a big risk for infections that could cause serious problems for Finney's health.
The whole school is now surrounding the the ambulances and police cars that've parked here and there on the school grounds. Some girls were even crying, I'm not sure why. None of them knew Finney. Most of the people who's watching him getting strapped to stretcher has picked on Finney at least once.
So many feelings are rushing through me right now, I feel upset by the situation, I feel happy knowing Finney's alive, I feel relieved that he's getting the medical help he need, I feel sad that I cannot hug him and I feel scared knowing that there's a chance that Finney could fall into a coma.

I stroke a hand over Gwen's hair as she cried. She refused to watch the scene, she didn't force herself to like I am. And I'm happy she isn't seeing this.
Multiple needles getting stabbed into Finney's skin, sleeping gas getting forced down his lungs, straps strapping his arms in legs, his whimpers and crying in pain.
No one wants to see that.

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Terrance, Vance and Vance's boyfriend Bruce were all sitting in the waiting room with me and Gwen. Vance and Bruce had came over to the hospital for emotional support and it helped, I needed an honest Vance right now.
Vance is letting Gwen braid his hair in a way to calm her down and help her try to think about something else than Finney's suffering.
Me and Bruce has just been trying to figure out how Finney got grabbed in the first place and how he even got out. Finney is a skinny innocent kid, he wouldn't hurt a fly but somehow he got out. He must've gotten out by knocking the grabber down or even killing him but even thinking that Finney would actually hurt someone just felt wrong. The grabber is a horrible person and I hope that he's dead but Finney killing him..? Innocent Finney? I don't think so.
"Maybe he did kill him." Bruce said in deep thought.
"We're talking about Finney Blake. He wouldn't do shit to anyone." Vance spoke after being quiet for awhile. "Maybe he was desperate enough," Bruce responded "I mean if I would get kidnapped I would do anything to get back home to the people I care about." Bruce shrugged slightly and went back to watching his boyfriend get his hair braided.
I look over at Gwen who was peacefully braiding Vance's hair. Gwen's cheeks were tear stained and rosy red. I probably looked the same, we both have been crying for the past 2 hours.

A nurse, covered in blood, entered the room. Her face expression showed clear signs of stress.
"Gwen Blake and Robin Arellano?" She said in a slight panicked voice.
Me and Gwen shot up, "Yes?" We both said in sync.
"The patient is refusing his emergency treatment until both of you are in the room with him."
I threw a quick look at Gwen in shock but she was already rushing to Finney's room, I followed close behind.
Gwen pushed the door open and we both stepped inside but we stopped in our tracks when we saw Finney. Gashes and wounds were flushing out blood, forming rapids that were slowly flowing down the drains. Bruises and scratches covered his body.
Finney sat on a bed that he'd been rushed into the room on. He was crying and pushing the doctors off him.
I snapped out of my trance and rushed up to Finney's side, Gwen ran to the other. He was breathing heavily and full on panicking.
I took Finney's hand in mine and he quickly turned his head to me, I looked him in the eyes.
"It's okay Finney, me and Gwen are here now. Everything's gonna be okay."
I put my forehead against his and I stroked a thumb over his knuckles. His other hand was already intertwined with Gwen's as she whispered small calming sentences just for him. I looked over at the doctor who was nodding and mouthing 'keep going'.
Gwen got the hint and spoke.
"Finney, you have to lay down for me, okay?" Finney looked at her and nodded slowly and started carefully putting his weight down on the bed.
I put a hand on his back for support but I immediately pulled it off. Strands of blood stained on my palm and I felt a knot of panic form in my stomach.
Finney sat up straight quickly again in shock of the reaction.
"No no it's okay" I said "I'm sorry, let's try again"
Finney took a few breaths and held on tight to both of our hands. After a whole lot of effort, he'd laid down.
"Good job, you are doing so good" Gwen praised. I nodded in agreement.
The doctor slowly approached Finney and held a comfortable distance between them.
"Hello Finney. Im doctor Andersen" He spoke and Finney rose his head slightly and looked at him. I looked at the doctor for just a second and then back at Finney.
"I need you to lay still." The doctor said sharply he was clearly hiding something behind his back and if I could guess, it was another shot.
Finney looked between me and Gwen multiple times in panic.
"Hey hey Finney, he's not gonna hurt you, okay? You're safe now." Gwen said in a calm voice.
Finney calmed down slightly but then hitched on his breath like he realised something.
"Wh-where's..." Finney tried asking but failed halfway. But Gwen understood exactly what he was talking about.
"Dad can't hurt you here Finney." Gwen stroke a hand over his tangled hair and gave him a weak smile. Finney nodded slowly and took a shaky breath.
I swallowed the nausea of anger and held Finney's hand tight.

"Finney," I started "the doctor here is gonna give you a shot that will help your body to calm down. It will just hurt for a second." I said as calm as possible. Finney did not panic this time. The first time the doctor spoke harshly to Finney. I wouldn't be excited either for shit if a doctor talked to me like I was a dog.
Finney gave me a small nod and then looked over Gwen who gave him a small nod back.
The doctor approached Finney's bed and took his wrist quickly and held it up for better reach. Finney's breath quickened and he looked at me in panic.
"No it's okay. It's okay Finn." I said "just look me in the eyes the whole time. Don't look at the doctor or your arm, okay? I'm here for you."
Finney's gase softened and his eyes buried deep inside of mine. I held a hand under his head for support. Gwen was softly side hugging Finney's side from where she was standing.
The doctor brang the needle up to Finney's wrist and was aiming for a vein.
Finney squeezed my hand and I could see faint tears form in his eyes. I just kept deepening my eyes in his in an attempt of comfort.
The doctor stung Finney's vein with the needle.
Finney winced in pain and I heard small whimpers coming from him.
"You are so brave Finn. So so brave." I said.

After a minute or two, Finney's grip loosened around my hand.

He was fast asleep.

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1390 words.

A/N: yo yo. I hope y'all are having a 'fun' time reading this fanfic as much as I am having fun writing it.

Bye for now, I'll try to update soon enough💓