The boy I wanna kiss- Rinney

I fucked up

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A/N: TURNS OUT some of y'all are actually still reading this. Thank you for not giving up on me🙏
I really love writing this story but yk, the motivation goes down when the reads does ☹️

Robin has lost it and has decided to beat Billy the fuck uppp.

But, things won't go the way he wants it too..

TW: blood, suicidal thoughts, self harm.

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*Robin's POV*

My fist slammed against Billy's skull again and again. The only thing that ran through my head was the image of Billy hugging Finney. A real hug. A hug of comfort.

The hug I'm supposed to give.

I felt so angry that I don't know what to do with myself. It was like a red filter had laid on top of my eyes and made me forget to be logical. That it was just a hug and nothing more. But I couldn't. It's supposed to be me, me.

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*Finney's POV*

I let out a gasp as I saw a familiar fist swing at Billy's head. Billy fell to the ground with a yell and soon the collar of his shirt was held tightly as his face was struck by Robin's fist.
I stood frozen for a moment before I tried my best to push Robin off.
"Robin, stop it! Get off him!!" I yelled and tugged his shirt all I could but he stood there like a mountain, beating Billy's face.
I know I haven't said a word to Robin since that night at the prom but to be honest, he deserves it. He sent my goddamn dad to jail. In my opinion, that's fucked up. Is that where this is coming from? Did he get mad because I pay attention to Billy and not to him? That's.. that's fucking.. I have no words.
My attempt of pushing Robin off Billy didn't work. He's so angry he can't even think for a second of what he's doing. This isn't going to fix anything.
"Robin get off him!" I almost screamed as I saw Billy's body stop moving. "ROBIN STOP" I grabbed his arm and tried to block it from hitting Billy's face again but I immediately regretted it when the fist aimed for me instead.

Robin hit me right in the face.

I fell to the ground and I immediately felt pain rush through my face. Shit.
Robin stopped and turned to me. I could see the color drain from his face as he saw the blood dripping from my face.
I pressed a hand against my nose but retreated when blood stained my palm. I looked at my bloody hand and felt my heart drop.
I slowly looked away from my hand and up at Robin who stood there in absolute shock and horror. He didn't care about Billy anymore. He left him laying unconscious on the floor and had all his focus on me.
"..you.. you hit me." I eventually said. Robin hit me.
Robin opened his mouth to say something but no words came out.
A teacher and 2 nurses eventually came running towards the bloody scene.
"What the hell happened here?!" The teacher said. One of the nurses immediately ran over to Billy and checked his vitals before picking him up and rushing him into the nurses office. The other one ran over to me,
"Where does it hurt sweetheart?" She said. But I didn't respond. My eyes just kept switching from my bloody hand to Robin. He hit me.
I could feel myself get pulled up gently by the nurse and was slowly led to the nurses office. I could feel so much blood pour from my nose, down my face and onto my hoodie. Every student in this school was watching the scene. I couldn't blame them. Robin Arellano beating Billy Showalter and hitting Finney 'the faggot' Blake? Now that's something.
In the corner of my eye I could see Robin get grabbed by the teacher. He's definitely in trouble.