Your biggest secret (MelloxNear and MattxLinda and LxLight)

The painful past

Mello is with Near all day.

Mello is sitting on the couch. Light and L are both working in L's office. Near is babysitting Akira and Mello is visiting. Mello is sitting on the couch in the living room of Light's and L's house. He and Near don't say a word to each other. He sits silently on the couch and he looks at Near who stares blankly ahead with dark eyes staring blankly out through the large window. It is very cold outside and the wind is blowing very hard.

He looks at the clock hanging on the white wall. He lets out a deep sigh and knows that they both want to say something to each other but don't. They don't say anything to each other and it remains silent between the two boys. Mello looks at Near.
Perhaps it is precisely the beauty that they do not necessarily have to say something to each other and that they understand each other without having exchanged a word. That they know what the other means without saying a word. Mello looks at him again. He bites his lip hard.
"So...the trial is coming up" he says to break the silence and looks at Near. Near clears his throat and then takes a breath, still staring out with a straight expression and not a muscle in his entire body.
"Yes" he suddenly says short and solemn with tight crystal clear shiny super sharp eyes.
Other than that it says nothing. Not a word. Not a single one. Not even a letter or any sound or sound. Mello looks at him and clears his throat deeply again.

But a while later Near slowly and softly bursts into tears and soon clear long tears are rolling down his cheeks to his cute jawlines and he sniffles and shudders once and his eyes have turned bright red from so much crying and he shivering and sniffling, sniffs his nose again. Mello gets off the edge of the sofa that is in the middle of L and Light's living room and walks over to him: "Hey" he says soothingly and softly to offer him comfort. Near looks at him and before Mello can do anything else Near buries his face sobbing in his warm chest and sniffling more clear long tears roll down his cute soft cheeks to his jawlines which finally land like peaceful raindrops on the floor of the warm peaceful living room.
"H....he took my parents from me" he hears Near shivering and sobbing stammering stuttering with a big lump and sob in his throat with a broken voice.
Mello feels a pang of pain rise in his flat abdomen when he hears Near crying so heartbreakingly loud and he feels quite sorry for him.
He starts to rub his back and forth comfortingly and calmingly with his warm protected strong arms and thus gradually rubs his back completely warm:"Hey....it's okay....it's okay...it's okay Near".
Near snivels and looks at him sobbing as he shudders and sobs and takes a deep breath with bright red eyes and he sniffles and snivels again.
"We've got that bastard Near...and he's getting the jail time he deserves for what he did to you."
"I miss my parents so Mello" he whimpers and sobs away with a big lump in his throat.
"Hey....it's okay" and Mello looks at him comfortingly with sweet clear eyes and rubs his shoulderblades comfortingly and hears Near take a deep breath with a lot of sniffling and sobbing.

Three hours later, Near has calmed down a bit and isn't crying so much anymore.
The two boys look at each other at one point and say nothing to each other. They just look at each other. Then Mello gently lets Near fall back on the couch and Near looks deep into his clear eyes. Mello also looks deep into his clear eyes that look at him crystal clear and sharp and he slowly and softly bends over him. Near can feel his warm breath escaping through his two lips around his face and a little later he also feels his wonderful warm body heat that he begins to feel all over his body. His body heat lovingly embraces him with all its ardent love. The two boys look at each other and Near notices that he is starting to blush and that he is getting redder and he feels his heart is on a rollercoaster. Mello also feels his heart beating faster and faster in his chest. He feels warm all over his body and he also starts to turn red. Then he looks at his soft lips. He slowly and gently bends over him and very slowly and gently puts his warm lips that also feel incredibly wonderfully soft on his soft lips and kisses him and feels that Near immediately kisses him back and gradually his narrow thin soft fingers that are very cold brush his golden hair.