Amahle's Diary 4

Part 29

#DAMON

I didn't realise how much work needed to be done until I was sitting down and actually doing the work. Time flew by really quick and before I knew it, it was dark outside and I'm pretty sure my wife was mad at me. When I walked in she flatly ignored the shiit out of me and I knew then and there that she wanted jack shiit to do with me. I walked inside our room and she was inside the covers. I took off my clothes and took a shower and then went inside to join her spooning her which she didn't even respond to.

Me: Boobie

She didn't say anything

Me: I'm sorry about today. I lost track of time

She still didn't respond

Me: Mrs Bess?

She still didn't respond. I figured she was probably sleeping so I let things be. I woke up the next day and prepared breakfast, making all her favourites and then went to our room and she looked like she had just woken up.

Me: Morning Boobie

She didn't respond

Me: I made you your favourite

She just looked at me and back at her phone. I put it on the pedestal next to her bedside and then got on top of the bed and kneeled facing her.

Me: Mafaku please look at me

She didn't respond. She shot me a look

Me: Last night I lost track of time. I didn't realise what time it was until it was lat. I'm really sorry I came home late

Her: is this how things are going to be now that we married? You stay in til late at work and not even bother calling or sending a text? I mean you've been busy before but never have you done this before. This behaviour is new to me

Me: Mafaku I know and I'm sorry. things won't be like this because this was the first and last time this happened

Her: Iyana didn't even eat because she was waiting on you Damon. Not only did you disappoint me but you disappointed our daughter. She was waiting on you Damon but you didn't come home. She fell asleep on the fucking table Damon waiting for you

I could hear the hurt in her voice, I could see the pain in her eyes. I had really messed things up for myself. I hurt my wife and my daughter. I really had no words to say. Sorry wasn't going to fix this

Me: I promise you this will never happen again. I swear on my life Mafaku I will never do what I did yesterday

Her: Were you avoiding me? what happened when Amber was here yesterday morning?

Me: what? No. I just got carried away with work and searching some stuff online and just lost track

Her: ok

She said that taking the tray and starting digging in.

Her: thanks for the breakfast

Me: you welcome.

We ate together in silence

Her: Damon

Me: Boobie

Her: I was serious about returning back to work after giving birth

Me: I feel like this is a decision we should be making together rather than you just dropping this bomb on me. Especially in front of my sister without even talking to me first

Her: I'm sorry it came as a shock to you but Damon I also have a company of my own that needs me

Me: Jennifer is here. She said as long as you need her she will be here Amahle.