Cursed To Be A Stepdaughter

Chapter 2

Simamkele's pov:

"Come see this" mom says waving me over to the couch she's sitting on. She shows me a picture of a really cute guy on a hospital bed. You know when I say,cute guy,he is honestly hot "do you remember him? y'all used to play together when you guys were young"

"No,I don't remember him" I say shaking my head "oh oh,this is Thami's brother?" I ask. Thami is my mom's friends' son,which they think I'm going to marry. Just because the guy saved me from bullies at his party,when I was like 5 and he was 9! It's ridiculous if you ask me "what's wrong with him?" I ask,wanting to know what could put a hottie on a hospital bed. Not that he'll ever like me or anything

"His mom says that he has been diagnosed with lung cancer but luckily it's still on Stage 2" she explains and I nod. I don't have a response for this

"Mom can we please talk about that thing?" I beg and she focuses on her phone. Why does she always run away from things?

"I'm busy Sima" she dismissed me

"Mom please" I beg again,trying my chances

"Sima I don't have money!please,leave me alone!" she shouts and a really hard bash lands on my back

"Why are you making your mother angry?" he just had to show up now! My back hurts like hell and I'm sure I'm turning pink since the material of my dress is thin

"I'm sorry" he slaps me hard without thinking twice. I can smell the mixture of his beer and nicotine,my two least favorite smells.

"Did I say you could speak bitch!?"

"Leave her alone Manelisa" mom intervenes standing up to get in front of me. I quickly stand in front of her because as I had calculated,her punch fell on me. I held my cheek as I could feel blood on my tongue,damn he could throw a mean punch

"Oh so you're a superhero,come here" he drags me outside and throws me on the grass. I feel like a piece of paper being thrown around. I could scream but nobody will hear me in this neighborhood. The walls are high and electrocuted. I stand up and he clenches his fists and so do I. He wants a fight and he'll get one

"Simamkele" mom shouts but I ignore her as I throw the first punch on his stomach. He stumbles a little and throws a punch at my face. I shake my head trying so hard to not feel the pain. I kick his knee and he bends trying to recover so I take the chance to punch him multiple times on his face and knee his stomach. He grabs my neck and presses hard on my airways. I can't breathe. I kick my feet as the air leaves my lungs

I suddenly fall to the ground and I feel the impact of the fall. I look up and the lockness monster has a grip on my mother's neck,I jump on top of him and bash his head with a rock I found nearby. He leaves her and comes for me. He kicks me and I can feel blood dripping from his shoulder,I think mom stabbed him with a knife. I feel numb as I breathe in dust and cough out blood. I watch as he takes the knife and points it at my mother. I try my hardest to stand up but my lungs are burning. I drag myself towards them. He sticks the knife in and out of my mother's chest multiple times laughing. I'm stuck to one spot-my mom-she's dying. I drag myself to her as he carries on stabbing her with a sadistic laugh.

"Stop!Fuck you! Infertile bitch!" I shout and he stops. He looks at mom who coughs out blood
"Call for an ambulance nigga and stop trippin'"

"What's going on here?Sima what have you done?" Ntando asks with his hands over his head. What have I done?  I finally get the strength to go check on mom and her eyes are closed but her chest is still going up and down

"Stay with me ma" I whisper as tears blind my vision. He slaps me once again,today is the worst day of all. Ntando and the lockness monster carry my mother away from me,to his car. They drive away leaving me feeling helpless. I stand up and enter the house. It is quiet as fuck. I open the tap in the bathtub and the water is cold,they did this on purpose. I push through and wash my body with cold water,at least it numbs the pain. How did this go from a quiet Saturday to this? This is all my fault,if I didn't act like a hero then mom would be okay sitting on her couch. At least I have a month and then I'm done with that school. It's only November and Summer break starts in December! We're almost there. Funny thing is,we're done with exams so we're just waiting for our results. I'm all alone in this big ass house and my thoughts are killing me. I cannot stomach anything. I prayed,I prayed like my life depended on it,honestly,it really did depend on my mom. Without her I'm hair without a comb

"You've done it this time" I hear him say behind me. I switch off the TV I was watching and I turn back to look at him,he was covered in blood "since your mother is dead,you'll take over her place. Come along" he drags me by my T-shirt. Wait,what?my mom is dead? I killed her? What is going on? He drags me to their room and pushes me towards the bed. What is happening? He takes off his belt and I close my eyes. Whatever is about to happen,I don't want to see it. I don't need a constant reminder of how damaged I am. Where is my step brother in times like these? He takes off his jeans and his briefs. His penis is big and dark. I close my eyes again

"Take off your damn clothes" he roars scaring me. I'm not going down without a fight

"No" he looks at me in disbelief

"Say that again"

"I don't-" a slap makes itself known across my face "I don't want to" I say sternly looking at him

"You're such a turn off" he grabs my neck and locks my knees in between his. I pull his ears while he is doing that and he pinches my nipples which hurts like a bitch. I slap him too and he pulls down my skirt quickly and tears my underwear. My hands are now over my head,locked by his. I try screaming but it doesn't help. He licks my skin and laughs

"You're all mine and there's nothing you can do about it" I kick his stomach but he doesn't let go. I can feel him try to push himself in. I close my eyes once again. Children really do die for the sins of their parents. Is this really how I'm going to lose my precious jewel?my virginity? Why can't this be a fairytale and someone walks in and saves me?

I can feel my walls tearing and I scream "yes,moan for me baby" this hurts so bad,why do people even find it fun? I feel so dirty as he grinds himself on me. I would've tried kicking him but the pain I feel down there is unbearable. There is nothing I could do but cry about it. When will it end? "I've wanted you since the day I met you" he groans like a little kid. What has my mom left me with?I would say who but he doesn't deserve being called human,no sane person would do this to their daughter.

"Why are you so quiet!?Moan" he goes harder and faster,and the pain keeps getting worse

"Ah" I scream and he seems satisfied. I have never moaned for anyone before but I tried my best. I've only moaned when I've tasted good food but besides that,nadda. I was lying when I said that he seems satisfied because after releasing his seeds inside me,he started humping into me again. Who am I kidding? He's never satisfied with anything he gets. I can feel my vagina on fire. This is how I lost my virginity, to rape,by my stepfather