Cursed To Be A Stepdaughter

Chaoter 29

Simamkele's pov:

Today I'm actually drinking because I was influenced by Lilly. She said I had to let loose,my mom and Olivia are here to take care of Chloe. I go over to my mom and Olivia to tell them about what happened

"But it's good if he's taking responsibility,I'm just worried about his family. What are they going to do?" mom says

"I don't know and they're a really influential family" I say. I'm willing to do anything to protect Chloe. If it means having to move to America again,then so be it. Everyone was happy and dancing. Chloe fell asleep on Nkosi's lap. I took her from him because mom and Olivia were leaving to go home as it was getting late,it was around 8pm. Lukhanyo and his brother had left. People left and only a few were left,not really a few but a little over 30 people were here. I have been avoiding Ndabezinhle with all my might. I feel really tipsy and everything just sounds funny to me now. This is why I don't like alcohol. I unlock my phone and look at pictures from earlier. The makeup is actually annoying me.

"I'm going to wash this makeup off,I'll be back" I say. We had changed our dresses from earlier. I was now wearing a jean with a long sleeved cropped tee. I made my way to the girls rooms. I wiped the makeup off and moisturized my face. I walked out and found Ndabe pacing up and down the hall. I walked past him

"Simamkele" he said making me look back "you're mad at me,I want to know why"

"I'm not mad at you" my words were slurring and I could see from his eyes that he's been drinking too. He takes my hand and drags me to a room "where are we going?"

"To talk" he says and opens the door. It's dark in here. He turns on the lights and locks the door. He closes the curtains,this must be his room. He also changed into jeans. He took off his jacket and threw it on the couch I was sitting on. "What did I do wrong?"

"You're acting really weird" I start off "I don't know how to act around you. First you tell me you don't like me,then you say I mean a lot to your sister,next you kiss me and then you tell me you're not looking for a relationship anytime soon. How do you think that makes me feel?I feel like I'm being led on" he scratches his head

"I don't know what to say" he sits down "look,I really like you,okay? I just wanted to figure out whether i really like you or I just want you in my bed. I really am not ready for another relationship,the relationship I just got out of was crazy toxic"

"You shouldn't have kissed me"

"But I want you so bad" he stands up taking off his belt and throwing it on the chair

"I want you too" hayibo?that came out of my mouth. I don't like alcohol. He comes over to me and sits next to me

"I know baby but you know we can't be together,for a lot of reasons"

"First one is that you don't know what you want" I say to him. I untie the button of my jean because it was killing me.

"Second one is that you are not ready to commit"

"Where does that come from?" I ask him

"Right now you're saying you want me but earlier on you were in another man's arms" oh so that's what this is about?

"Right now you're saying you want me but a few days ago you were flirting with my friend" we're raising up imperfections aren't we? "Besides,Lukhanyo is just Chloe's dad and he's never met her before. How did you want me to react?"

"Lukhanyo is Chloe's dad?" he asks me shocked. I nod.

"We're talking about us here" I remind him

"I don't think I'm ready for another relationship,I'm still hurt,heartbroken. I don't want her anymore but just the thought of how much I gave of myself to her for her to just do all that stuff is crazy"

"I don't think I'm ready for a relationship too. I still feel insecure and I don't know what I want in life. I'm just a whole mess" I say leaning over to kiss him. He takes my lips in his. I pull his head closer. I climb on him to sit on his lap. He pulls me closer but it's so uncomfortable with these jeans on. I put my hands under his shirt and help him take it off. I stand up to take off my jeans. He looks at my body up and down. I help him take off his jeans too and i straddle him again. He takes off my t-shirt and stares at my breasts for a moment. I take his lips back into mine. I can feel him beneath me,he's getting a hard on. He smacks and grabs my buttocks. He stand up with me,in just my thong,and places me on the bed underneath him,in just his briefs

"I respect you enough to not sleep with you" he says

"I want to Ndabe" my phone rings and it's Snothando. I answer her

"Hey love, have you gone home?"she asks

"Yes,Ndabe took me home. I'll call you tomorrow,okay?" she hangs up. I put my phone on the bedside table. I sit up along with Ndabe.

"Ndabe I'm giving you consent,I won't wake up in the morning and say you raped me" I say touching his chest. He kisses me again,gently pushing me onto the bed. He takes off my thong and groans taking off his briefs. Should it have veins popping out like that?

"Look at me" I look at him as he pecks my lips. He cups my breasts,teasing my nipples "you're so beautifully made" I blush at his comment. He sucks on my neck as he rubs himself on me. That feels really good. I just want to have all of him inside me

"Ndabe" I moan out "Condom" I say feeling a whole lot of pleasure.