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Ddot 4:50pm Harlem,NY

Zari has been acting real distant lately I don't know if I did something wrong but ever since I apologized to her after that she has not been talking much.

"ma" I asked her, she was sitting on the other couch trying to me as far to me as possible
"what Darrian?" She knew I didn't liked being called being called by my gov, so she gotta be mad

"First of all watch the gov lil girl , but wsp withcu? You've been mad distant from me recently tell me if I did something wrong" I wanted her to tell me what was on her mind

It was quiet in the room not one single one of us talked.I looked directly at her while waiting for a response with never came."hello??" I said walking over to her waving my hand infront of her face.

She pushed my hand away and went into the other room."I just wanted ti know what I do is not that hard you bitches are losing me rs" I went back ok my phone scrolling on ig ,I don't know what I did but I'm gonna fix this.

"MA COME HEREE" I yelled from the living room hoping that she would hear me.
"what." She said peeking her head out the room
"I said come here"

she walked over to me with a big ass attitude."what" she said again sitting next to me" first of all  idk why u got an attitude for what I do bro?" She looked into my into my soul, I knew she was holding something back but didn't wanna say it

"what's on ya mi-"
"OH SO YOU ACTING STUPID GO CHECK ON THAT BROWNSKIN BITCH WHO U WOULD LOOK GOOD WITH" she said yanking her arm away from my grasp

I was surprised at the fact that she even knew that. How did she find out
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Darrian really thought I was that dumb?,dd told me what he said about him and this girl on ig.I started thinking if I made the right the decision to even get with him.

"I don't think this is gonna.. work" I said looking down while making my way back into the room before I felt Ddot's heavy footsteps follow behind me.

"woah woah woah ma you ain't leaving me fym" he pulled me closer to him by my waist looking deep into my eyes, I just needed a break from all this arguing I'm tired of it its an everyday thing
"yes I am now move Darrian" I pushed him off my gently enough so he wouldn't be buggin about it.

"bro worda bro come back here"he reached over for me but I moved in time."can you please leave me alone?" I said crawling into bed putting the blanket over me while facing the wall thinking abt what was going on at this moment

"ma"
"what now bro" I said still facing the wall not giving him my full attention.there was a moment of silence before I felt ddot grabbed me and sit me on his lap while making me look at him by holdin my chin.

"look at me when I'm talkin to you Zariah." I looked everywhere but him for some reason I was nervous too.
"you not going nowhere whatever we doing wrong we gonna fix that ok?, I'm sorry for anything and everything I did wrong please let's just work this out"

I stayed silent for a second before replying to what ddot said couple moments ago"ok." I hoped off his lap and went back to laying down
"ma please.. for me?" i was still upset about the whole situation but it made me feel good how he's apologizing first without being a bitch.

he hovered over me, looking at me not saying anything just staring"what?" I asked still didn't answer me. I sat up in the bed looking back at him "yo?" Before I could say anything else he leaned in kissing me

This kiss felt different from the other ones from back then, it felt like it actually had a meaning
"I love you Zariah get some rest we gonna talk about this later"