Behind walls

chapter eleven

Charles POV

Since the accident of Julie over a week have passed. Currently we are all in Great Britain for the GP. Julie is also here this time. She even got her room in the same hotel as us. Pierre doesn't want to leave her alone and alpha tauri accepted his wish to take his sister with us again. I mean how could they say no after what happend. 
Since the night where Julie told me about the past and what she would change I haven been thinking a lot about me and her. I wish I would've told her that I was in love with her too.
She doesn't even know that I was in love with her too. I thought it was obvious but I guess not. 
Of course my relationsship with Charlotte was beautiful but I wonder what would've happend if Julie and I would've just talked about it. Maybe we would be in a relationsship right now, maybe not. We'll never know.
It's tuesday and I promised Lando to come and see some of Birmingham. Julie wanted to join too but since she has crutches Lando and I said no but Julie overtalked us and now she's joining us.
It's early in the morning when we leave. We take Landos car and drive for a little more than an hour. Julie sleeps the whole drive and I look out of the window thinking about our situation again. It's just so difficult because I like Julie. I don't know if I'm still in love with her or in love with her again but I definitely feel something for her. Maybe just friendship maybe more but I have to figure that asap.
"Julie wake up. We're here", Lando says as parks into a parkingspot.
"Already?", she says sleepy.
"Yes"
I get out of the car and get Julies crutches out of the trunk before opening her door and handing them to her. We start walking around a little. Julie and Lando take their cameras out and take a lot of photos. Julie got her camera recently because Lando told her so. Now she also got her own account on instagram that is called @julie.jpg and she posts her photos there all the time.
Julie takes a photo of almost every building and tells me to stand in front of them and pose for her photo. Of course I do so and pose for her ig. As long as she's happy it isn't bothering me.
After some time Julie gets tired and we go into a restaurant since it's almost noon. We order some drinks and food. While eating the both show eachother and me the photos they made.
"God Charles you look so funny on this one", Julie says laughing and showing me a photo of me standing in front of a bulding as a bird approaches me and I look at him strangely.
"Yeah what did the pigeon do to you?", Lando says laughing too.
"Haha very funny", I say sarcastically but have to laugh to after I look at them.
I get why Lando and Julie are such good friends. Sometimes I think they are the same person but just one female and one male. They always understand eachother and are very understanding. I do think though that Julie is a little more mature but I would never tell Lando that.
We finis our food and continue our tour. We come across the Birmingham library and decide to go inside since Julie loves reading. Lando and I sit down at a table while Julie wanders around searching for books.

Julie POV

The library is awesome. Since I've been little I loved to go to the library. I'm also a big fan of reading. I've read so many books in my life. The last few years though I stopped because I didn't have enough time for everything. When I was younger I also loved to write my own storys. I don't think I'm a good writer but still love it. Maybe I should start writing again.
I take a look at almost every book in the shelfs. Even the history ones.
I'm looking at one when Charles comes: "Finally here you are. Lando and I are bored can we leave?", he asks.
"You just sounded like a little boy who's unpatiently waiting for his mother"
"Very funny Julie. But seriously we've been here for two hours already can we leave?"
"Two hours? Have I been looking at books that long?". I didn't realize how the time had passed.
"Yes you have. Now can we please leave?"
"Yes we can Charlie"
A relieved smile appears on his face as I say that and I put the book back at its place.
We search for Lando and then leave the library.
The rest of the day we just walk around a little looking at some things before heading back to the hotel. I immeadiately fall asleep again in the car.