The Unwanted Bond

Don't Percy.

Parker's POV:

I slowly stood up and carefully pulled my clothes off before laying on the bed. Ryan stood up and quickly pulled his clothes off before crawling on top of me on the bed. I tensed when he moved my head to expose my scent gland.

"Relax. If you don't like this, I'll stop. No questions asked."

"Okay." I let out a sigh and closed my eyes.

Ryan ran his nose over my scent gland and I let out a gasp. Even more sparks than normal flew through my body and a satisfied whine left my throat. Ryan took that for what it was; an open invitation, and started kissing, sucking, and licking my gland as he gently rubbed his body against mine. Little whines and soft gasps continuously left my mouth as I sank into the bed and relaxed. I felt floaty and calm and settled for the first time in a very long time.

Ryan trailed kisses up the side of my neck, across my jaw and up to my lips. I sighed and relaxed even further into the soft kiss. My hand weakly and gently gripped his waist and my legs spread just slightly more. Allowing his hips to fully settle against my own. I moaned as all of his weight pressed against me and we had complete skin on skin contact. His right hand trailed up and cupped the side of my throat as he softly pulled away. I opened my eyes to look at him.

"You okay, now?"

I nodded. "Yeah. Sorry. I kind of spiraled."

"You did... and that's okay. Everyone here just wants you okay. Even if you have to spiral out of control sometimes. Or you get depressed. It's okay. We all just want to help."

"Okay. Can I make a request though?"

"Anything."

"Can... Can you tell your Dad, that I appreciate him calming me down earlier but that if I need to be scented I'd really rather you were informed. It worked but it kind of... made me uncomfortable. No one had ever touched my scent gland like that before and he did what Alpha's normally do for Omega's that aren't their mate... and it worked. It helped me lose the anger I had with you but... I didn't like it when he did it."

Ryan gave me a soft look. "Okay. I can tell him. Thank you for telling me."

"And... you don't... you don't have to get mad at him for it. I just... I'm not used to being an Omega. And even just him putting his hand on it made me feel like I was betraying our bond."

"I get it. I'm not mad. Not about that. He was trying to help and it did but it made you uncomfortable so I will let him know that they can try to help you calm down but to stay away from scenting you. Just know that I have no doubts in you. I know that you will never betray our bond like that. I know you won't cheat or let someone scent you the way I am supposed to. I trust you and I love you."

My face screwed up as I tried to fight the onset of tears.

"Hey, Hey. Did I say something wrong? I'm sorry." He rushed out.

I shook my head. "Y-you said you trust me. I'm impulsive and make irrational decisions, most of the time ending in injuring myself and you still are trusting me."

"I may not trust you to always make the right decisions or trust that you are making sure you're safe. But I have never once believed that you would purposely hurt our bond. Or me. Even when Derek told me that you had been in a relationship with Lyla. I wasn't jealous, or concerned that you would still want her. I was upset you lied about her being your cousin but I get why you did. I know that feelings and emotions are hard for you. I know that they are hard for you to understand and process. But I also know that you do in fact, love me. In your own way. I know that hurting me would hurt you. So, yes, I trust you."