The Unwanted Bond

GET ME OUT OF HERE, NOW

Parker's POV:

I pushed myself off of Ryan's lap. Seriously. Two hour limit or he would be mateless. That's bullshit. Why would the Moon Goddess do that? At least give me time to wrap my head around this whole thing.

"Stop freaking out. We can go somewhere private, and I can mark you, we don't have to go anything else."

"Oh please. I let out one little moan and you pounced on me. You know that once the pain of being marked is gone the one being marked usually ends up orgasming and I honestly doubt you can hold yourself back." I snapped.

"Baby, trust me. I won't mate you for the first time outside of my territory. I can restrain myself just fine."

"Maybe I should just let you become mateless." I snapped.

"That's it."

Derek stormed over to me and grabbed my arm, he dragged me into the house, me tripping the whole way up to my room. He threw me inside and I fell on the floor. I immediately growled and stood up. Turning to him. His eyes turned to his wolf's and he glared at me. When he spoke he clearly meant business.

"I don't give a flying fuck what those rogues threatened you with. You will let Ryan mark you, then you will go to his pack and you will let us all protect you."

"YOU CAN'T FUCKING PROTECT ME. WHY DON'T YOU GET THAT?"

"I have protected you just fine for most of your life."

"THEN WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU? HUH? WHEN I WAS RAPED AND BEATEN? WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU?" I screamed.

"We were looking for you."

I laughed. "That's a fucking lie. I got kidnapped and you went and competed in the mating games BOTH years to find Violet. You didn't even find me. THEY FUCKING LET ME GO."

"I wasn't even Alpha yet when you were missing. I was fucking ordered to go find my mate while Dad and tracker's searched for you. I may not have found you with them and I may not have been able to kill them for killing the person that you were but I was the one who found you. I found you lost in the woods on the brink of death. I stayed with you for months until you could sleep through the night, I stayed with you to guard your room so you could shower, hell I still do that. I helped you gain weight and heal physically. But you won't let anyone in to help you heal mentally. I will always, always fucking hate them for turning you into who you are today."

"Ha. Whatever. You want to get rid of me so bad. Fine. He can mark me." I clenched my jaw and ripped my already bloody shirt off, revealing the Alpha mark.

Derek sighed as he moved to let Ryan into the room. "I don't want to get rid of you. I love you. More than you know. I just wish you still knew and felt that." With that he shut the door and left.

Ryan approached me and opened his mouth, I cut him off. "Do you want to mark me or not? Don't ask me about anything that was just said."

"I was going to ask if you wanted to stand or lay on the bed. My sister said "marking can drain your energy." "

"Oh." I blushed. "Bed's fine." I walked over and laid on the bed.

Ryan walked over and let his body blanket mine. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, actually enjoying the comforting weight. He planted one elbow by my shoulder and used his other hand to put a hand on my throat and tilt it to the right to expose the left side of my throat. He kissed my jaw and then slowly started kissing down my throat, looking for the one spot that he would need to mark.