Soap is trans in this, it's suggested at some point. just clearing that up:3
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Simon sat up in bed, staring at soap his hair a bit of a mess. More then normal.
Ghost leaned down and left small kisses on soaps forehead tryijg not to wake him up, Riley just sat there staring for a bit before he felt warm drops of liquid fall from his face, tears. He didn't know why he's crying it just happened, maybe it's because he knows he'll have to leave someday? He doesn't want to, he never would want to leave soap but what if one of them doesn't return from a mission? Ghost could never let himself walk away from a fight or return from a mission without soap being with him.
He can't live without johnny.
Even tho he might try his best to convince himself he can, he cant, no. Won't.
Riley was brought back to reality by Johns elbow accidentally nudging his thight as he pulled his tank top slightly further down before returning to his original position.
Ghost was debating whether or not he should just pack his bags and leave while soaps napping.
Time skip
Ghost had gotten up and decided to clean up his and soap's bedroom, picking up clothes, cat toys, and soaps minder which he had thrown on the floor after being reminded to take it off before he sleeps by Simon.
After he finished collecting all the clothing he threw them in a basket, reminding him to do laundry later.
Ghost sat down at the desk in their room and slouched in the chair feeling him self start to tear up, streams of that same warm liquid falling down his face and staining his shirt slightly.
He held his breath trying to keep in a sob as he heard soap begin to wake up, wiping his tears quickly as MacTavish called out his name.
"Hm?" Ghost replied spinning around the office chair to face soap, his eyes red and puffy making it obvious he was crying since he hadnt put his mask back on.
Riley watched as soap opened his mouth to say something with a worried yet confused look on his face,
"I'm fine." Ghost cut him off before he could speak, standing up and grabbing a bag he had packed a few days prior.
Johnny sat up quickly and felt his eyes tear up, ghost was clearly suggesting he was leaving.
MacTavish didn't want to be abandoned by the person he loves most.
Yet here he is. Ghost walking out on him with no explanation. Not even telling him where he's going, if he'll be back and if so when.
He's just.. leaving.
"I'll come home to you, MacTavish, I promise."
And that's all he heard before his partner left the room, Johnny hearing the front door close.
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Hh this makes no sense at all but idc this is somewhat a silly little vent🤫
