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(S5, E5) THE ACADEMIC DAY

🇵🇱 Ezra's POV (The next day in Poland, the hotel room, Cracow)

I woke up, but I haven't opened my eyes yet because I feel... Unearthly. Like, really, I'm about to melt and I'm feeling as if I'm laying on the fucking cloud. My stomach is twisted, but it's a nice feeling, I can feel a goose flesh on my whole body, I can feel an incredibly beautiful and pleasant smell and I feel... Soft touch on my body, but it's not someone... It's me...

I barely opened my eyes and the glare from the window blinded me a bit. I slightly narrowed my eyes and I saw... Her. She's still sleeping, laying with her back to me and I'm embracing her all the time so... I must have been hugging her at night. Yes, definitely because I'm still laying right behind her and she's still hugging my arm which I'm embracing her with. 

I have no idea what happened last night... Evening, to be more precise. I have no fucking idea how we came back to room and I have no fucking idea... Why I just love that feeling.

The last time I was so close to anyone was ages ago, with Mia. It was with her, when I showed my emotions and closeness, but when I think about it now... I feel... Different.

Back then, it was me who showed Mia emotions, not her. While we were sleeping together, I was hugging her, but she never hugged my arm or hand. Sleeping comfortably was always much more important to her, even if that meant ending any physical contact but Emery... She's so close to me like Mia never was. Moreover, like I said, it's her who's hugging my arm quite tightly and I can see... She's slightly smiling during her sleep.

For the last seven years I was the first one to avoid any psychical contact with anyone, especially women. Yes, ages ago I used to express my feelings literally all the time, but it was a mistake, so I completely changed that. Was it hard to fight against the desire to express my emotions? At the beginning, yes, but later I used to it and now... Everything hit me like a fucking boomerang again. The fact that she's also holding me doesn't help me at all.

Then, I felt she started moving. She slightly turned to me with her smile, all the time holding me and then, she finally opened her beautiful eyes and looked at me.

Emery: Gosh, they changed the mattresses during this party or something? - She mumbled with her smile and still sleepy voice - I feel like in heaven. I will give them 5 stars in feedback.

She slightly yawned and held out her hands to stretch a little and I... I literally cannot tear my eyes away from her or move away from her. All the time I have my face a bit above hers and I can't stop staring at her. No matter how hard I try... I cannot stop letting my emotions running around my whole body like crazy. It's just... It feels to good to stop.

Emery: What? - She looked at me with her slightly narrowed eyes and smile - Since when you start your day without complaints?

Ezra: Um... - I finally came back on earth, shook my head and coughed - Right, I... Just...

Emery: It's a bit cold here... - She laughed and put her hands under the cover again - So, I will give them 4 and...

Then, she cut the line and immediately turned pale. For a moment I was confused, but then I realised something too. I felt her hands on her body, because all the time I'm embracing her and then I realised that... I'm touching a naked body.

We both immediately woke up completely, as if someone poured a cold water on us and jumped away from each other. As I took off the covers to get out of bed, I saw that I was naked too. I mean, I always sleep without any t-shirt or something, but let's say it's not my fucking hobby to sleep completely naked in one bed with her!

Emery: Holy... - She gasped while staring at me.

Ezra: Hey, no peeking - I grabbed a blanket from our bed and covered myself in a second.