Steve POV
I wait for Eddie to say something, anything, but he just throws up then sits down. I sigh and make sure he's sitting up right so if he throws up again he doesn't choke, but he's comfortable I go get him a glass of water and take away the bottle of vodka.
After I saw how upset he was at about his test it broke my heart, I mean be obvious cares a lot about somethings even if he doesn't show it. And yeah I don't know him that well but I think I really like him, he's funny, he's honest and I think what makes me like him the most is he's so real about everything, there's no Bs with him. All that and of course the fact that he's fairly attractive. I don't think I've liked a guy before but I'm almost certain this is what it feels like.
When I try to move Eddie to his bed he protest and tries to push me away "I don't need your help.. I don't need anyone" his words slur together and he looks like he could pass out at any second.
He must have been drinking and doing drugs, I wish new knew how bad that is. "I know you don't, but come on, you should go to sleep" I manage to get him onto his bed and put the bin that is in the room next to it along with the water. "I'll stay here for a bit until you wake up if you want"
He rolls on his side and looks at me "why do you care what happens to me?" He mumbles as I sit down, leaning against his wall.
"Because I think you're worth caring about" he seems to approve of this answer then closes his eyes and he's asleep in minutes
I clean up his room a bit, putting away the empty bottles, burnt out cigarette and my least favourite, cleaning up the puke as well as my shoes cuz he manages to get it everywhere.
Once I'm done that and sprayed every kind of freshener to get rid of the smell I go to my car and get some painkillers out of the glove compartment then go inside and sit back down and wait.
Maybe an hour later, Eddie stirs away, i grumbles and pulls a cover over his head, I walk over and sit next to the bed "hey I got you some painkillers" I say quietly.
I pulls the covers away from his face and squints his eyes at me. I hand out the glass of water and painkillers and after a moment he takes them "thank you.." he mumbles "why are you still here?"
"I want to make sure you're ok and when you're feeling better I was hopping we could talk" i reply, helping him to sit up.
He nod and scrunched his eyes shit "ugh just esky for these drugs to start working." He says, running his hand though his hair. I nod and sit with him for awhile until his headache dies down. "Ok what do you want"
"I don't know if you can remember but before you threw up I basically said I think I wanna be with you.. like I know I don't know you that well but you fascinate me Eddie, I want to be around you all the time, I love the you speak and I love how real you are and I just want to be with you.. but I understand if you don't wanna be with me, I just want you to know about my feelings" I explain
He sighs "Look Harrington, I had a crush on you when I first met you and he's you're still the hottest person I've ever seen but as you can see I'm clearly not in a good place and I don't think I can be in a relationship if I can't look after myself, that would be unfair to you and it would eventually Make you hate me" he explains, playing with the chain around his wrist.
"Ok.. I get that, but I want you to know that being in a relationship means you get to help each other learn to love themselves and get better, you don't need to do it alone, that said you have some good points, so we can just he friends.. and you can tell me if and when you're ready for a relationship" I get up but he takes his hand
"Can we go out right now? As friends.. I just I want to leave the trailer and I want to hang out with you so I know car where we go hell we get go to a 7/11 and slushies and I'd be happy.
I laugh lightly and nod "that's sounds great then, let's go" i help him up and we go to my car. I drive us to a 7/11 and buy donuts and slurpiesx we buy them then sit on the front of my car
"Have you had a brain freeze before?" He asks "you seem like the kinda guy who hasn't and I think you should" he comments, taking a sip of the drink
"I haven't but I've head its painful" i reply, his face lights up in a mischievous way
"You should start drinking it as fast as you can" he grins
"No, why would I do that?" I laugh a little at how enthusiastic he seems to be about this
"Because it's inside you haven't had one before so pleaseee" he begs
"Ok ok fine" I start drinking it faster then stop after a minute "I don't see the pr- oh son of a bitch" he slap my head where it hurts like hell while Eddie just laughs. "Don't laugh at me this is so painful"
"Yes it is" he laughs "just eat instead it sometimes helps" he says after a minute.
We kinda just hang out there for awhile, talking a bit, i opens up a bit about my parents not accepting me, He tells me about just everything in general, it's really nice. I like hanging out with him.
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Meant to be yours. Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson
FanfictionA lot of angst probably. Eddie is in his last year of school, he is the leader of Hellfire, he's openly Gay and pronouns are He/Him. He lives with his uncle Wayne and doesn't go out much except for Hellfire and Corroded Coffin. Steve Is working at f...
