Chapter 17

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Damon 

"Did you see that?" I look at Eric he's hunched over and the look all over his face is evident that he's pissed he got his ass kicked by a woman. "Yea I saw it! why did you start a fight like that?" "I was training. Thought if I got her while she wasn't ready, she wouldn't expect it." Eric says this while standing up and looking toward me now. " Why?" I ask the look on his face changes, and he looks around as if looking for a reason. "The last time she let her guard down and she was attacked and taken, I was just trying to train her not to let he guard down." Eric stumbles with his words his eyes dodging eye contact with me. "I see, so does that mean I get to do the same to you...You know, for training purposes of course?" I state, watching him turn red with embarrassment. "I -I, I guess if it's for training, it would be helpful." Eric stammers turning around and leaving. " Did you see Sid's eyes?" Tara chimes in as I watch Eric walking to the pack house. I need to stop him. Knowing him he will try to start something new. I really wish I knew what his issue with her was. "Yea I did. I need to talk to Shima about it. Something new is developing with her. I have a hunch on what it is, but I want to confirm it first." I say, looking at Taras's face as she contorts it as if she has something to say." Alright, out with it...what's going on?" I cross my arms over my chest looking down at Tara at this point. "I don't know what you mean," she says looking away from me and to Victor. Victor's eyes widen for a second and then flash back to normal. "Ok, out with it both of you before I have you both pulling double duty.... Now!" " Sid's wolf is surfacing. I don't think she knows about it though." Tara says to me scrunching her nose and eyebrows together in a squeaky voice. "What!? How do you know?"  shock emanates on his face. He already had a feeling about Sid's wolf when he saw her eyes flashing before during an argument. It was a quick flash so he couldn't completely confirm his suspicion yet. "Well, when I was meditating, I actually met both mine and Sid's wolves. They said we can't say anything to her...she has to figure it out on her own." Tara finishes telling the rest of her vision. I feel like the information I received is starting to become overwhelming. "Ok, ok, um I'll handle this. I need to go talk to Sid and find out what's happening with her. I'll talk to you later this evening when she leaves for patrol tonight." I start walking away from Tara and Victor. "Ok but don't say anything to her, Damon, I mean her wolf was adamant about her figuring it out herself." She says to me. I stop walking and turn around to her. "Tara, how is she supposed to figure this out on her own if she knows nothing of her mother's side? You said so yourself, that you both know nothing about the werewolf side of you. She can't do this alone anymore and for you to make her go through it alone is bullshit and you know it." I state to her. Tara's face falls a bit realizing how little she really did know about herself and at how shitty of a friend she really has been to Sid. " Ok, I'm going to help, Sid. We'll talk later Tara." I start walking toward the pack house. I walk in the doors and make it to her room. She is not in here, so I walk across the hall and find her sitting in the washroom standing in front of the sink with her head facing down, holding tissues to her face. She looks defeated. Her hair, which was in a ponytail, had fallen loose on her head with flyways, everywhere. I stand in the doorway and knock on the open door. "Hey, need any help?" she looks up from her hands. Her eyes are red and puffy from crying. I think to myself, oh man, Eric got to her. I walk in and stop in front of her. "Yes please, can you see if my nose has stopped bleeding, please?" She removes the tissues and I look at her nose. Blood slowly trickles out and I place new tissue in her nose. "Yep, still bleeding. Give it a few more minutes and it'll stop." There's a small pause of awkward silence... "Are you ok?" I ask, making eye contact. She just stares at me. Her eyes begin to water but she quickly stops herself from crying in front of me. "You -uh, you wanna talk about what happened out there?" I ask. " Not really. I'm not even sure what happened myself, to be honest. I honestly don't know what came over me. I've been feeling weird lately and I haven't had a moment to really sit down and figure it out yet. I think everything with Eric just finally surfaced when he knocked the air out of me. Out of nowhere!" Her voice starts to crack a little as she stares at the roof as I lift her chin to inspect her nose again. "It stopped bleeding." I turn and grab a wash rag and wet it with warm water and begin to clean her face with it. "Well, I'm here now. Tell me what's going on and maybe I can help you pinpoint what's happening with you." I bring the rag down to her neck to clean off the blood and dirt. She flinches. I try my best to suppress the smile that wants to break across my face. " I -I don't even know where to start. I guess I'll start with how Eric and I haven't gotten along since the very beginning. Secondly, lately, everyone has been staring at me weirdly, as if something's wrong with my face, but what is the most upsetting is that no one will tell me what's wrong. And lastly, I've been feeling strange. It's the middle of winter and I feel extremely hot." She steps back, "I mean do you see what I'm wearing?! Barely anything and it's freezing outside! It's like an overwhelming heat from inside me and I can't make it stop!" She vents all of this as I finish cleaning her neck and chest off and I pull her close to me and turn her to have her back facing me so I can take her hair down and gently brush it out with my fingers. " Well, with Eric, I completely understand. He can be a bit much at times if you're not used to him. As for this overwhelming heat, you're feeling, I might be able to explain what it is and how I can help you with it." I turn her to face me again, I grab her chin and push it up. Our eyes lock on each other. They've been flashing a bright green and my wolf has been itching to see them again. "Oh?" she gasps as she makes eye contact with me. I can feel her nervousness. I lightly trail my fingers down her neck, grab her by the waist, lift her onto the counter, and step between her legs so she can't get down from the counter. "As you know, you're a guardian but you're also a werewolf. So, if you have guardian abilities, wouldn't that also mean that you have werewolf abilities and can experience the same things we go through?" I say, not breaking eye contact as I slowly move my fingers down her chest feeling the sparks shoot through my fingertips. I know she can feel them too because Xedna stops breathing in the moment. I lean into her neck, "Breathe little wolf," I whisper into her neck as I make a trail of gentle kisses. I wonder if she is aware of the heat radiating from her body to mine...I hear her inhale finally, she leans back looking confused by her body reaction and most likely by my actions as well. "What else do werewolves go through?" I whisper. "I- I know about the bond but what else is there?" she asks leaning back once I've straightened up. "Well, there's the shift. I can tell you about that if you'd like. The reason you could be having this uncontrollable heat could be because of the haze." I take a small step back to give her some space but not enough for her to escape if she wanted to run from me. "Haze? What is this?" She looks at me confused by the information and by the distance I gave her. She apparently doesn't like this distance and reaches out for the belt loop of my pants and pulls me back to where I was in front of her. I growl unexpectedly and it rumbles through my chest as she pulls me closer. This was apparently a turn-on to Xedna because as I inhaled and smell her arousal in the air around her. She then puts her other hand on my hip and trails her hands to my sides and stops at my skin. Her fingers twitch touching me, and I feel the sparks again only this time they are shooting into my stomach down to my cock. I have to control myself, I can't screw this up. " Well, Haze is what some call it. Some also call it pairing season or heat." I say watching her reaction. Her eyes are swirling from brown to glowing green now. I move my hands slowly to her side, touching the exposed skin between her bra and leggings. " Wouldn't I only be able to experience those things if I had a wolf? I, I don't have a wolf?" She ends with a question as if asking herself out loud. I lean in and kiss her forehead. "Look little wolf," I say as I lean to the left looking in the mirror. Sid leans with me turning to look in the mirror. Her eyes go wide when she looks in the mirror and sees her eyes swirling from brown to green. "Holy Shit, I have a wolf?!" She says as she hops down from the counter, pushes me aside, and leans closer to the mirror. I stand behind her snaking my hands on her hips and rubbing small circles into them as she watches her eyes. She notices my eyes in the mirror as well. Swirling their usual brown and gold colors. "How do I deal with this..." haze", then?" She asks me as she turns around in my arms gripping my forearms lightly and leaning against the counter in front of the mirror now. "That's where it gets complicated because of your feelings." I say rubbing the back of my neck now. "Feelings? what do my feeling have to do with this?"

"Well, there's a way to take care of the heat, you can either fix it by yourself or-." I go quiet making eye contact and watching her reaction. "Or?" Xedna still hadn't caught on yet. " Or you can have someone take care of it for you," I say trailing off and looking down to the side. I feel my cock twitch excitedly when I look back up, her eyes are glowing green surprising me at the stunning sight. I take a deep breath in and smile. I move one of my hands to cup the side of her face. Everything in me right now is begging me to lose control and go for it but I want to respect her. Xedna leans into my hand closing her eyes and breathing in, she then kisses the palm of my hand. When she opens her eyes, they are swirling again. Control fades away as I lean in and kiss her with a deep longing. I pull away and look at her to see if she wants to continue or not. She rolls her eyes and leans for another kiss but takes my bottom lip in between her teeth and pulls lightly. While pulling me closer to her again through the belt loops of my pants. I've lost control as another low growl erupts through my chest. One hand grabs the back of her neck while the other gripped her hip and my thumb started to rub circles into the front of her hips. She lets out a small moan and it sends sparks up my spine. I know she can feel my cock as it becomes swollen and pressed up against her. My hand on her hip moves up to her exposed skin and then to the lining to the bottom of her bra and I feel her freeze for a moment. Knowing I'm about to lose her in the moment I take her bottom lip and nibble on it pulling it out as I look at her face, I move my hand under her bra and cup her breast in my hand. My thumb rubs over her nipple softly at first making her inhale as I kiss her again. Then I twist her nipple. This makes her moan out and she leans her head back exposing her neck to me which I take as an invitation, I push her bra up and I go straight for her breast. I hear her gasp as my tongue swirls around her hard nipple and I cup her other breast with my other hand rubbing my thumb over her nipple. I remove the bra and throw it on the ground. I growl and take her nipple between my teeth and pull it lightly. Xedna moans out loud. The sound made me harder. I know she feels me when I feel her freeze. I take a deep breath in, trying to regain control, I close my eyes and step back. I give her enough distance but not too much. I put my hands up as a sign of "I surrender" to her I open my eyes and look at her. "Xedna...I need to know If you actually want this or not." I lock eyes with her again and I can see them swirling the smell of her arousal heavy in the air now. "I'm sure you can tell by now what my answer is, but I will only continue if you want this. I can't help you with your haze if you're reluctant to let me touch you." I drop my hands to my sides. Her breathing was heavy, and her body heat was at a high as well. She was battling her haze and her head right now. " Do you want me to continue Xedna?" 

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