I NEED TO STUDY (a Calum Hood fanfic) *In editing*

I will never leave*

"Calum" I asked, "CALUM?" I screamed. Why won't he listen to me? "CALUM?"I ran after him "what? What do you want?" he yelled at me. "I want you to listen to me" I told him, "why don't you just go and compline to you 'boyfriend', maybe he would listen" he continued yelling "that's what I'm trying to do but he just keeps on yelling at me" I finally yelled back at him. "Just forget about everything" he mumbled walking away. The shaking, my heads spinning again, it’s happening again. "Calum?" I started to fall to the ground, "Calum please?" I was completely on the ground, I couldn't breathe right. "JESS!" Tim yelled running over to me, "Calum" I kept on mumbling. "LOOK CALUM I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON BETWEEN YOU AND JESS BUT SHE NEEDS YOU RIGHT NOW!" Tim yelled while trying picking me up. That was when Calum finally turned around, his face, he was scared. He ran back over to him hugging me. "What’s going on Jess" he mumbled into my ear. "Calum" was all that I said hugging him back. "Don’t ever do that to her again, or you will have me to deal with" Tim said to Calum. "I'll see you later Jess" he touched my back, and then walking away. Calum just continued holding he while I cried, "you’re shaking" he said finally pulling away, "Jess what's going on?" "Calum I'm scared" I whispered though my tears. He brought his hands up to my cheek, wiping away my tears, putting his forehead up against mine, "you don't have to be scared I'm right here" he softly kissed me. My whole world stopped, it was really cliché, I forgot about everything around me, all of my worries were gone. A put my hands around his neck while Calum’s grip around my waist got tighter. When he pulled away he rested his forehead on mine and looked me in the eyes, "I'm so sorry I didn't believe you." he said, "it’s okay, I would've done the same thing" I said kissing him again. "OH COME ON!" "YEAH LET'S GO! IM HUNGRY!" yelled voices from a distance. "Come on, you aren't going to study today" Calum said grabbing my hand. "Fine" I mumbled. I called my mum letting her know that I can't study today because of what happened; she understood and let me stay with Calum for the rest of the day.

We got into Ashton's car, Ashton and Luke in the front with Michael, Calum and I in the back. I was on the side while Calum was in the middle. “Who was that guy before?" Luke asked. Suddenly Calum tensed up, he didn't even know who Tim was. "That was Tim; he’s been my neighbour for as long as I can remember." I told them, "so you're close" Michael asked. "He’s the older brother I never had" I told him. "So you see him as a brother?" Calum questioned, I nodded my head, "good" he whispered kissing my forehead. "And here we are" Ashton said parking the car in front of McDonalds. We went inside and ordered our food and sat and talked while eating our food. "Okay let's go" Calum said standing up once we finished. We went back to Ashton's car and went to Calum’s house. "What do you want to do?" he asked walking into the house. "Let’s go for a swim!" Michael shouted. "But Jess doesn't have her bathers" Calum said, "it's fine you guys swim" I said. "You sure?" Calum asked, I nodded my head.

All of the guys got changed while I waited out by the pool. "RAA!" Ashton came up behind me "OH MY GOD!" I screamed nearly falling into the pool. "oh my god..." Ashton laughed. "What happened?" Calum came rushing in, "oh nothing just your girlfriend is a bit of a wimp," Ashton said still laughing, "oh shut up" I snapped back laughing as well. "You guys are so strange" Calum said walking over to pool, but he was still changed in his clothes. "I thought you were going for a swim" I asked coming up next to him. "I didn't want you to be by yourself" he said wrapping his arms around me. "Oh please stop... It’s grossing me out" Luke said with Michael standing next to him. "Oh just shut up, you're just jealous that you don't have a girlfriend" Calum snapped back, Luke didn't reply, he just jumped into the pool, followed by Michael and Ashton.

Calum and I say by the pool while the others were just mucking around in the pool. "Let’s go into the lounge room" Calum said standing up, holding out his hands for me to take. Once I was up we walked into the lounge room and sat on the couches. Calum pulled me over so I was sitting right next to him; his arm went around my waist pulling me closer. I laid my head on his shoulder while he took my other hand and just held it. "What happened before?" he asked after a new minutes of silence. "Anxiety" I told him, he stayed quiet, not really knowing what to say I guess. “What triggers it the most for you?" he finally asked. "When I don't know something that everyone else does, epically when it's about me. Or when people leave, when I don't understand why" I whispered. Calum didn't say anything, he just held me tighter while I cried. "I'm not ever leaving you I promise” he whispers after a few minutes.