I NEED TO STUDY (a Calum Hood fanfic) *In editing*

London*

After 4 days of being here, I just wanted to go home, I couldn’t stand it, the pressure, the expectations, the comments people are saying, they are talking about me I know it. It was lunch time for me, don’t know what time it would be in Sydney, but I need Calum right now, I just needed him to tell me everything would be alright. I quickly walked outside, and called him,

“Calum?” when I picked up,

“Jess, what’s up?” he asked, sounded like he just woke up,

“Calum, I’m not crazy am I?” I heard him move around.

“Get on Skype now!” he said. I rushed up to my room; I didn’t have a class for another 2 hours.

*incoming call from Calum Hood*

The screen said, I clicked accept. His face popped up, “jess what’s wrong?” he asked,

“Can you just answer the question please” I was panicking,

“Jess, you’re not crazy, you have to believe me, and you trust me don’t you?” he asked, I nodded my head. “Good, now everything is going to be okay.”

“I need you right now Calum” I cried,

“Trust me, I want to be with you right now, and I will be with you, soon. Now go back to your friends, and be happy, the happier you are the more you will enjoy yourself and the fast time will go.” I nodded my head.

“Okay, bye Calum”

“Talk to you late babe, love you”

“Love you too”

And with that the call ended.

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I had 3 more days until I was leaving London. It was the end of the class for the day, when the teacher asked to speak to me. All that was running though my head was oh no… what did I do?

“Jess” he Mr. Dive started saying, “there is a scholar ship for this school, and I was wondering if you wanted to enter it” I froze, “the scholar ship is from next year, for 3 years, so your years 11, 12 and 13. It’s a full arts course, plus the basic’s English, maths and a langue if you want to. If you want to enter let me know”

“I’ll enter” I said quickly,

“Are you sure, you don’t want to discuss it with you family, friends?” he asked,

“This is something that I really want to do with my life, and I’ll do whatever I can to make it happen” I said.

“You’ve got a strong attitude to it, so I’ll send your best projects to the head to the department, and then we will go on from there” he said. I thanked the teacher and then walked out of the class.

Wait.. What about Calum? Mum? Sarah? Luke, Ashton, Michael?... what did I just do?

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sorry its been awhile.... i'm going to try and finish the book by the end of this week.... so thats about a chapter a day... excited? let me know!!- pip