I NEED TO STUDY (a Calum Hood fanfic) *In editing*

Telling Him*

At lunch I saw Calum talking to his friends, most of the time he would come up to me, and we would talk for a bit, but he didn’t even look at me.

When the bell finally went for the end of school I quickly grabbed my bag and saw Calum standing at the gate, he was on the phone, “I don’t know… she said she wanted to talk… I really hope not… no please don’t put that thought in my head… no… I don’t care if you’re just saying Luke!... she’s mine… I don’t care” and he hung up. He saw me and gave me a weak smile. “Hey babe” he gave me a weak smile, kissing my cheek.

“Hi” I whispered.

“What’s up?” he asked,

“Let’s go to the park” I said.

We slowly and awkwardly made our way to the park. We sat down on the grass, and I looked though my bag, got the letter and gave it to him. “whats this?” he asked,

“Just read it” I said.

“Dear Miss. Morre, we are happy to announce that…” his smile quickly faded, while he continued reading. “The date on this was from weeks ago!” he partly yelled.

“Please Calum, I wanted to tell you, but I was scared”

“Are you going to take it” he was getting angrier, “well are you?!” he was full on yelling now. I didn’t say anything. “Unbelievable” he mumbled before grabbing his bag and walking away.

“Calum!” I yelled running after him, “CALUM PLEASE!” I yelled, crying.

“YOU LIED TO ME JESS! YOU LIED! IF YOU TOLD ME SOONER WE WOULDN’T BE HERE RIGHT NOW!” he was scaring me. “YOU CALLED ME, CRYING WHEN YOU WERE OVER THERE SAYING HOW MUCH YOU HATED IT, HOW BADLY YOU WANTED TO BE HOME! SO WHY ARE YOU GOING THERE FOR 3 FRICKEN WHOLE YEARS?!”

“Calum, please” I whispered, trying to take his arm so he would turn around.

“PLEASE WHAT? JUST TURN BACK TIME SO YOU TOLD ME SOONER! THAT WASN’T MY CHOICE JESS! THAT WAS YOURS! Stay away from me!” he yelled again, both of us crying.

“CALUM!” a voice said behind me. Calum looked up, and mumbled something before walking away. It turned around and saw Mali and her boyfriend, Matt. “Are you okay jess?” she said. I just nodded my head before walking away.

I got home and just cried. I had a calls coming in from the boys (minus Calum) and Mali. “Are you okay?” Michael texted me, “I’ll live” I replied. I turned off my phone, and just decided to go to bed.

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A few days later it was Saturday. At school I didn’t talk to Calum, I would catch him staring at me sometimes, but then he would just shake his head a turn away. When I woke up on Saturday, I just stayed in bed. I turned over and saw Calum sitting on my desk chair, with his head leaning back. “Calum” I mumbled.

“Um… hi jess”

“Get out and just let me get changed” I said, he nodded his head and got out.

I just got changed into something simple, before heading downstairs to find out what Calum was doing here.

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another chapter closer to the end of the book.... just saying... let know what you think as always! and i might post another chapter tonight!!- pip