Ava's POV
I woke up with sore eyes and a dry throat. I was confused at first but my memory soon came back and I was left feeling diflated.
The worst part was I just flipped on her and she didn't deserve that at all. It is my fault that she didn't know about what happened and I really really need to go find her.
I changed into a sports bra and some big sweatpants and put my hair up in a messy bun. Time to go make this right.
I could hear talking in the kitchen so I decided to listen in. "Dude how am I supposed to tell her?" Jack said
"I don't know man but it needs to come from you and not someone else. It would kill her if she knew you were keeping stuff from her" Johnson said what is he keeping from me?
"We leave tomorrow though, when am I supposed to do it?"
"That's for you to decide but it needs to be in person" Johnson said I decided to pretend like I heard nothing and walked away from the kitchen and towards the basement.
Roseanna was still asleep when I got down there so I gently shook her awake. "Hey you need to eat something and I was also wondering if we could talk?" I say as she rubs the sleep out of her eyes
"Yeah of course" she said sitting up
"I just want to apologize. You didn't know what had happened and that was my fault and I shouldn't have blown up on you like that I just have a lot going on with the guys coming back into my life and the jacks leaving for tour and you coming and grandma coming and seeing tom and then the Hayes thing ugh I'm just really sorry I took my problems out on you" I say all in one breath causing her to laugh at me.
"Ava breath" she said smiling which automatically made me smile
"Its fine honestly and I'm sorry too for not being there for you when you needed me and also for pushing you like I did" she said before pulling me into a hug. We just sat there hugging for the next few minutes. I guess we were making up for all the hugs we missed these past few years.
"I fucking missed you" I say as we broke apart
"I missed you too, its been really lonely" she said looking down
"Its okay you are here now" I say and she gives me a smile in return.
"What's the deal with you and Jack?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows
"What? Ew no! He is like my older brother nothing like you think" did she actually think I was with him?
"Okay whatever you say" she puts her hands up in surrender
"Come on let's go get some food" I say dragging her out of bed
"What is there?" She asked
"I don't know Jack cooked I think" I shrugged not really feeling hungry
The Jacks stopped talking as soon as we walked into the room. Were they talking about the secret again?
"Give me food" Roseanna shouted I forgot how loud she is
"Shut your cakehole tinkerbell" I say causing her to automatically burst into a fit of laughter.
"You two get weirder every time you are together"
"I will give ya a knuckle sarny" she replies holding her fist up and we break down in laughter again
"What are you two on about?" Johnson asked confused
"When we were younger this video was going around and it used to make us laugh so much it was called like breakfast or something" I explained still laughing at the memories. He just shook his head
