CHANGES IN MY LIFE [BibleBuild] ManxMan

Chapter 23

BUILD'S POV

This is a Flashback where Bui and Bib talk about their agreement.

Bib's father was mad but happy at the same time when he found out that I am pregnant.

The funny thing here is, he found out first before Bib and me. Because he was the one who took me to the hospital that day when I fainted when one time he came to visit Bib's apartment.

And that escalated everything.

He didn't say any hurtful words to us. Just some wise words to knock our senses out.

He even told us that he doesn't want his grandchildren to become bastards/illegitimate children when they grow.

And he also insisted that I am not going to abort the baby because he didn't do anything wrong. And the fault was on us.

I didn't want to abort my baby either, because he also came from me. And the same goes for Bib, his not a big fan of abortion, he admitted that to me.

I was already 3 months pregnant back then when we found out that I have a baby growing inside me. 3 more months had passed, and now, I can feel him moving inside me.

Since that day, Bib and I live together because that's what his father wants.

I want to regret it, but it's already here, the only thing I can do now is to face what is going to happen next.

And this is not going to happen to me if my boyfriend didn't get married. I still have the photo he sent to me as an invitation before, which I need for some reason.

Because I want to sink into myself that both of us are not meant for each other's life.

I hate him for hurting me, but I can't bring back the time anymore.

And to my family and friends, I blocked them from my life, because I don't want to hear anything from them. Especially to the guy who hurt me the most.

"Bui, can we talk before you go to bed?" Bib asked when he saw me sitting on the balcony and come to sit not far away from me.

From what I can see and smell, he will go out again and I know he will bring some guy to fuck around later.

That's his routine since he can't fuck me anymore.

Because I don't feel like doing it to him anymore.

"What is it?" I mumbled still looking at the cityscapes.

"We are going to get married tomorrow, and I want to put some agreement between us before that thing happens," he told me then I look at him grinning

"Sure," I shortly answered him excitedly, because this is what I want to do in the first place.

"Since you don't want to get laid anymore, I am going to find someone I can use..."

"Go ahead, I don't care at all," I answered him immediately after him finishing his sentence.

"When we go back to our place after my daddy turns over the company to me, let's do the annulment..." he didn't even finish the sentence but I cut him off again.

"That's a good idea because I don't want to get tied to you forever," I told him directly, proud and loud.

"You can do whatever you want..."

"Of course I am, the only thing that is going to change in here is, I'm going yo to use your last name. And this baby, but all in all, I will still do whatever I want to do," I almost yelled at him because I'm becoming moody again.

"Bui, calm down," he retorted to me

Then I felt my baby move nonstop and I don't know why it felt so hurt inside me when he does that.

"Bui, are okay?" he ask concerned, and even come to me when he saw me clutching my belly.

"Every time I want to yell at you, your baby is punishing me inside why do I need to suffer like this? My baby suppose to be siding with me because he is inside me, and carrying him, and not with you," I complain sulking

"Awww my baby, good to know that you like daddy," he said cooing at my belly, he even scratches it lightly and it tickles me.

"Bib, move your hands," I scolded him while hitting his hand

"Okay fine," he said standing up and then looking at his watch while saying "I need to go now,"

I didn't say anything and look back to the urban city again.

"You better sleep now Bui, we are going to have a long day tomorrow," he reminded me.

"I'm not sleepy," I answered him annoyed.

"Okay fine,"

I thought he left already after a few minutes because my mind was drifting off somewhere again.

"Bui," he called me and I flinched in my seat because of that.

"Bib, don't scare me like that?" I scolded him massaging my back and my belly.

"Bui, what if one day you fall for me?" I look at him in disbelief manner.

I can't believe he will ask me those questions.

"What did you say?" Me? Fall for you? " I mocked him then I started laughing out loud.

I don't care if he gets mad at me while laughing at him.

"What if Bui? I ask what if? It's not even funny, why are you laughing that much?" I heard him say but I keep on laughing my ass out.

"I'm not going to fall for you, Bib. Yes, I let you fuck me as much as you want before, and that's all. Don't assume things that I am going fall for you," I asserted

"I know, but what if in the span of let's say 5 years being married? What if one day you fall for me?" he asked me again, but this time he looked so serious.

He was looking at me in my eyes so intently.

I look away cause I feel uncomfortable with the way he staring at me.

"I don't know," I whispered, and the thing is I can still feel his gaze on me.

"Just what if Bui, I know you have something in mind,"

"Why are you annoying, just go to whatever you want to go," I said irritatingly

"Bui, just answer me, then I will tell you my answer too," he is getting into my brain now.

"Okay fine, IF one day I will fall for you, hmmm maybe another baby?" I'm also confused about my answer.

Why did I answer him with another baby? Bui, what the hell is wrong with you? I wanted to scold myself right now.

"Awww, I know one day you are going fall me and give me another baby,"

"Bib, get out now before I can cut your face,"

"You don't want to hear what's my answer first?"

"I don't wanna hear them anymore,"

"But I want to,"

"Bib, just get out,"

"If I fall for you one day, let's make another baby," he said laughing at me.

"Why, did copy my answer?" I'm starting to get mad now.

"Okay I'm leaving, you better sleep now, and call me if something happens. I don't want my dad to complain if something happens to his grandchild," then he left me alone

Good night/morning

Heads up sad ending tomorrow if you don't want to read it just skip it.

I just want to try to write if I can write some drama too.

I will name the chapters happy and sad so you don't get confused.