CHANGES IN MY LIFE [BibleBuild] ManxMan

Chapter 21

BUILD'S POV

"Why are we here?" I ask with curiosity when Bib takes me to the place where Mile and I favorite place before, to the sea.

The night was still young so you can see the beautiful night sky. Those stars that shine so brightly and the big silver moon that serves as a light to us into this beautiful night.

"I have my own reason," Bib squeezing my hand gently.

He went down the car and open my door side.

"My Prince," he laid his hand doing courtesy, but instead of going down, I laugh at him.

"Don't laugh too much, your stomach gonna get hurt again," he reminded me while caressing my 8 months belly.

I still can't stop smiling when he helps me get down the car.

"Wait Bui, I will bring the chair," then he brings the two foldable chairs to the back of the car.

"Wait here," he said running to the spot where we used to seat before and fixing the two chairs then coming back to help me walk all the way there.

Because I'm huge now, I can't walk without any assistance.

"So why are we here?" I ask again while leaning comfortably my back on the chair.

He just took my hand and kiss the back of it.

"You are being suspicious right now," I mumbled when he didn't let go of my hands and he is also playing with our engagement ring.

"I know, I'm not your dream guy, but here you are 8 months of being pregnant, again," he sounds very emotional to me.

"Bib, why are you saying those now?" I gave him a sympathetic look, I don't know why is he saying those words right now. I don't even get what he wants to imply to me.

"Nodted told me what kind of person Mile is, and I found out that our characters are opposite to each other," he said hurt then laugh after.

"Bib, why are bringing him again?" I don't really like it when he's bringing my ex up.

"And this place," he paused then look around before continuing "this is your place, you build memories in here,"

"Bib enough," I try to stop him but he didn't stop at all.

"I'm a jerk, playboy, and fuck boy whatever you call it," he emphasizes all those words

"Bib, stop it already, I don't want to hear those words," I need to stop him because I'm hurting when he says those words.

He turned to look at me then smile, and I know he is faking it.

He take a deep breath and started talking again.

"But I want to change for you," he says very sweetly while caressing my face.

"I know," I answered him quickly and hold his hand that was still on my face while looking at him longingly.

"Thank you, love, for accepting me," now finally he showed me his very genuine smile.

"I love you," I whispered just enough for him to hear.

Because I want him to feel that I want/love him and not with those memories any longer.

He lean his back on his chair, and bring my hand again, and clasped them together.

"You know, I've got so many relationships in the past but none of them, I asked myself to be their boyfriend. They are the ones who are always asking me to be their boyfriend," he confessed