A/N:
Hey so yeah I haven't posted in a while but I'm posting now because I'm at school and no ones here yet & I have nothing to do so 😂
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After eating we all went back to the bus, my band decided not to come with us because they wanted to write lyrics. I wasn't all too great with lyrics so it didn't matter if I missed it. As for the first few shows we're going to be playing covers because we're not completely set.
I was laying in my bunk just thinking. What if our first show goes completely wrong? What if they crowd hates us? Am I even that good? I was kinda starting to second guess my decision in coming. Don't get me wrong, I'm extremely blessed to have the band I have and to even be here, but I'm just a nervous wreck. Anxiety has been wracking my thoughts lately and I can hardly stand it anymore. I have all this pressure on me for my voice to be perfect, for my playing to be perfect, for me as a person to be perfect for these shows and I don't know if I'm cut out for all of this tour stuff. I couldn't hold it in anymore, I let a tear escape. I sniffled a little and my curtain was pulled back.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Andy asked, concern written all over his face.
"Everything." I sobbed into his chest. And for once in my life, I actually let it all out and talked to him.
"You have nothing to worry about Harlow. The band and yourself sound absolutely amazing, and you're perfect as you are. That's why we love you, you're so genuine." He softly spoke. I'm so glad he adopted me. I've never had someone to care for me as much as these people do and I'm so goddamn grateful for them.
"Do you want me to sing you to sleep?" Andy- I mean dad said.
"Yes please. But before you do, do you mind if I call you dad?" I shyly asked.
"I would want nothing more." he replied while grinning down at me.
I sighed in content and laid down and dad shifted to lay beside me.
As I was drifting off into a peaceful sleep, I heard him singing softly the first verse of saviour. And then I was out like a light.
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So Harlow has finally come to terms with Andy being her father! :)
Also, I'm sorry for not updating for a while! My school has had national testing (NAPLAN) in the last couple weeks and I'm also trying to get good grades on my mid-year report so I've been really busy. I'll try and get the next chapter up as soon as possible. :)
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Adopted? | Andy Biersack
Fanfiction"and here you are living, despite it all" currently under major editing!! caution: I started writing this at around the age of 13 or 14, please ignore my terrible writing skills in the first few chapters.