Adopted? | Andy Biersack

Twenty Five.

Holy crap, I haven't updated in a while. Sorry! School has been insane as its my last year of high school and I have a lot of study to do. 🙄
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The surprise for the guys ended up being hilarious. We ended up getting bored of waiting and sat down to watch tv, and when they walked in they got the shock of their lives.
"I didn't even recognise you guys!," cc exclaimed. "I thought there was some sort of fan thing that we weren't told about." He laughed.
Last night was the last night that my band was going to be the support act as the rest of the band had to go back home to their parents. The school break was over and their parents wanted them to go back to school. It was pretty sad seeing them go but I know I'll see them once tours over.
It was nice to finally relax and not worry about having to go on stage of a night. As much as I loved performing, it was stressful to say the least.
I've been writing in my diary lately, it seems to help with my anxiety. I'm still struggling with it, in silence of course. I really don't want to burden anyone with my issues. I feel as though I've done that enough. And plus, its not nearly as bad as it used to be but I still have episodes every now and then. I've completely forgotten about Josh. He had the audacity to lead me on and then drop me out of no where, he can go fuck himself in my opinion. Reed and his girlfriend are still a thing. Even though I'm on the same bus as Reed almost 99% of the time I barely see him! It's like he never has time for me anymore. He's always hanging with the other older kids on tour or he's on the phone to his girlfriend. I guess I feel kind of lonely but he's happy so I'm not going to interfere.
I was just sitting in my bunk witting yet another diary entry when Andy called me out for dinner.
I walked out into the kitchenette in my sweats and a hoodie, today was a bit of a down day and I really couldn't be bothered to change.
"What's up, kiddo?" Andy asked while ruffling my hair.
"Nothing, but don't touch my hair it's my pride and joy." I replied while punching him in the arm. "Alright, alright. I won't touch your hair. But don't punch me, you've got one hell of a swing!" He exclaimed. This caused the whole bus to erupt into laughter. No matter what I'm going through or what emotion I'm feeling, this group of people never fail to cheer me up. They're always there to pick me up when I'm down and they've always supported me. I've never been so thankful for a group of people in my life.