A Really Dumb Tord X Reader 😚 (Read Pls)

.someones diary.

Dear DIARY.

I never thought I'd write that sentence in my life, but here I am. My name is Tord Larssin, and I'm 14 years old. I'm in the year of 20##, about to finish 7th grade. I currently live in Serbia, I have no idea why, but my parents had took up a job offer here for a while, and I'm going to go to school here. I don't want to though, but I guess there's no choice. My therapist recommended me write my thoughts and what's happening in here. I don't like this, but I'll try. I'll write later, now I have to go to school.

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Dear Dairy,

YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT!!!

I MET THIS GIRL TODAY THAT KNOWS NORWEGIAN! I thought that I'd have a hard times but with her around, I guess not. She also seems like nice company. Not too annoying, but that little part of them is just goofy and funny. Their name is Y/n, and I've found out their pronouns are she/her and they/them, but most of the time they use they/them!!! That sentence didn't make a lot of sense... I should practice writing lol

Me and You/n are neighbors. Isn't that amazing? I think it is. Also there was some this dumbass kid at school who tried to bully me when I introduced myself.

Stupidity at its finest.

Other than  that, I need to have dinner soon, so yeah! I'll write tomorrow.

-kind of sincerely, Tord.

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A few days later.
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Dear diary...

Today  me and Y/n went to school together again. I'm not sure why but Iike holding her hand. It's so.. Nice and cold. Unlike mine, which are literally as if on fire. We walked time school, holding hands. No one really seemed to say anything. Now, you would never know what happend in German class!

So it all started when we

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Took our seats. Y/n seemed tired and accidentally fell asleep, and hit her head on the desk. Now it would've been funny if she lifted her head back up, instead something snapped. I had carefully lifted her head up, but my fucking God, her nose was bleeding like crazy! The teacher started running over, but Damien took her head and started slamming it into the table  calling her insults.

I froze.

What is his problem?! I immediately jumped onto him, he dropped Y/n's head sideways, thankfully. Beating the hell out of him, hah, no one even tried to stop me! I WAS SO POWERFUL AND UNSTOPPABLE! And after I realized it was enough, and that the ambulance was right outside, I picked Y/n up and carried her to the vehicle. I sat next to her all the way to the hospital, even waited in the waiting room for her nose to get sewn and stuff.

She had to stay in the hospital for a few days and I was really sad about that.. At least I can visit her after school. I guess that would be it for now

I guess sincerely, Tord.

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Dear diary.

Today's been a bad day. Schools been bad, people there barely understood me, but at least something good happend. I was able to see and talk to Y/n.

I brought her a red rose from my dad's garden.. There's a lot more left tho.

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Dear diary....

I'm so sad. I really miss Y/n.
I miss our hand holding, our conversations, and hanging out. Today I couldn't visit her because there was a lot of snow and was -17 C°, which is freezing cold.

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Dear diary

There's 4 more bad days until Y/n returns. I can't wait! I'm still going to be sad until she comes.

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Diary.

Today Y/n was released. Her parents didn't come to get her, so me and my parents took her home. She walked inside, and after a few moments  a gun shot and a bloodcurdling scream was heard house next door. And it sounded a little too much like Y/n. I ran out the house towards their, but to no avail, I've never been there and couldn't find her until I reached the kitchen. A weird smell of alcohol, cigarettes and something rotten had absolutely reeked throughout the place. Y/n was on the floor, crying, shaking, unable to contain herself. I picked her up gently, and brought her over to my house and my room.

A few hours later she thankfully woke up.
I got ready, and left to sleep, snuggling next to her, because yes. And my God, she was so tiny and soft! I could hug her like a pillow. Which I uh... Definitely did not do.

Do friends share beds? Is this okay... Am I weird for doing this? Does she hate me... Does this need consent? But I can't wake her up to ask.... She looks too peaceful sleeping. I guess she'll let it slide.... I hope. I mean she just saw her family die right in front of her. Must be traumatizing... But, no matter what, I'll try to be there for her!

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Dear diary, sorry I fell asleep.

Today, me, Pat, Pau and Y/n went back to Norway. Well uhmm.. We went back. She went here for the first time. Oh how I've missed this place... Not the school, but the place. It's just nice and gives chill vibe. Ah, I can't wait for Edd to come here for winter break! He can meet Y/n and we'll have so much fun!! We can have a snowball war, build snow soldiers, drink hot chocolate and talk about stuff- wouldn't that be fun? I mean I sound like a total girlie right now, but it's what I want to do. We can also decorate stuff! I'm sure Y/n will like it. :D

Around Y/n's name there was tons of red hearts drawn by Tord. He always smiled whenever her name was mentioned. Well, almost.

Anyway, me and Y/n are alone today because Pat lost Pau on another plane. So now he's trying to find him while we stay here and wait.

It's gonna take a while.....

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End of chapter.
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A/n!

Hi guys, I forgot to update, sorry again, I keep promising but I also keep forgetting 😓

I hope you don't mind, here's a chapter based on what happened on my first few chapters from Tord's perspective. Also, child!Tord and teen!Tord write diaries. It's funny but eh, I don't judge. The only times I use my diary is to trash about people and how much I hate them, whish has reduced a lot by last few years.

Anyway, I hope you liked this chapter! I know it's not really long, nor did I really put that much effort into it like for my other ones, (which I do apologize for), but yep. This is it. I just wanted to post a chapter because I thought you guys would like to read something from Tord's perspective.

You can comment wether you like it or not, so I'll know if I should write more Tord perspective.

Anyways, I hope your day was great and fun, your idiotic bitch writer is out!