A Really Dumb Tord X Reader 😚 (Read Pls)

Scars I cannot.

Short chapter.
Also a bit of a trigger warning for those who are sensitive about their body/weight

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~✦ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴠ✦~

Ugh.. What .. What happened? It's so dark... Your eyes are closed dumbass. Oh yeah- my bad haha. Opening my eyes, I was met with a heart monitor clinging onto me. The beeps slowed down as I was looking at them. Next to me was this thing that was also plugged into my arm. Jeez. I can't move anything. What the fuck even happend?

As I was asking myself questions, a nurse came into the room filling out some kind of a form, or a list. I tried to speak, but my voice just somehow couldn't.. -? I tried again.

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"H.. Hello-? "

My voice was quiet and throat obviously sore, as for I haven't used it in some time. The nurse immediately turned to me, and then I felt scared. She had.. She had a fuckig metal Dream mask on her face! That was scary and gross looking. She probably has no face under there. "Ah. Patient 3009. Nice to see you're awake. "

I continued looking at her. She took this as a sign to continue.
"You've woken up after 2 months! Welcome back. "
"-WELCOME BACK?! "

I yelled. The nurse tried to calm me down, as well as asking me if I was hungry. I wasn't really, but as I tried to stand up, the devices holding dearly onto me held me back. Dang. The nurse only told me to stay calm, because soon a doctor is going to check up on me. I really hope these people aren't creepy ass goofy dream stans like this lady, but if they are, I'll go nuts. Like come on man, is it really that hard to control yourself from cosplaying at work?

Anyhow, the lady just continued to stare at me, the smile on her mask never fading away. I then realized I could somewhat make out my reflection. I looked.. Completely different..? Like wtf-- my s/c skin is pretty pale- I also look like I've lost some weight- HAVE THEY EVEN FED ME HERE- Dang. This must be a really poor hospital. My right arm and right leg were replaced with robotic prosthetic ones, but I felt like nothing ever changed.

"Patient 3009. You will be released tomorrow. Red Leaders assistant Pau will escort you to his office. Good night now. "

She said, leaving the room, as well as switching the light off. Y/n was confused. Red Leader and his assistant? Who tf are they- and then it hit you.

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And ik this will sound cringey and cheesy, but it was your lover.
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.. It.. It was him. My.. My lover. Tord Larsin. I.. I barely remember that name now heh. Not that I've forgotten it, it's just been stuck at the back of my head. Gorgeous face, foggy silver eyes.. Caramel hair with two spikes that looked like devil horns... Red hoodie.

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And that was as far as your memory went. As far as you knew, he was probably a really good person since you managed to remember him so quickly. Or had an impact on you.. Something that changed you forever? And it clicked. The arm, the leg... You and him. Survived an explosion. At least you think. You hoped he survived. I mean.. He was Red Leader, wasn't he...?