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Arguments K.YK

«Angst»

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"Are you seriously ignoring me right now?! I hate when you do this, you start a damn argument and then when I get the strength to yell at your ass back, you act like you can't hear me!! I'm not gonna play this game with you Hwiyoung."

I stare at him in disbelief that he completely just dismissed anything I was saying in response to his constant bullshit. Not wanting to be around him anymore, I get up from the couch and walk upstairs to our shared room and sit on the bed trying to hold in all the tears I want to let out. I eventually just let the tears I've held in for about a month now fall.

Hwiyoung and I have been at each other's necks for about a month now and I don't know what to do. We started off with petty arguments that only lasted for a few hours and then they turned into us going at it anytime we were in the same room with each other.

I thought about how we were doing perfectly fine before dating. Hwiyoung and I were best friends for 3 years before he asked me to be his girlfriend 4 months ago. The first two months of us dating were magical but last month we just couldn't make time for each other and it made it difficult for us. The lack of communication between us is probably the reason for our constant hostility.

I eventually get up and decide to get ready for bed. I hear the bedroom door open and look to see Hwiyoung walking in and sitting on the bed. I just continue to get my pajamas out of the drawer and begin walking to the bathroom. His eyes seem to be following my every move but I just ignore him, but I pause when I hear him speak.

"We need to talk," he sighs, "I'm sorry for ignoring you."

I sigh in frustration, I'm exhausted but if we don't talk now then our relationship could be over and I really don't want that. I silently make my way to sit on the bed as far away from him as possible.

"In front of me please, I want to look at you." Hwiyoung looks at me with pleading eyes.

I decide to sit in front of him, making him crack a small smirk. I couldn't help but roll my eyes at him. We sat in a tense and uncomfortable silence for a good 2 minutes before I decided to speak up.

"Young Kyun. What happened us?"

"I....I think I was what happened to us. I began getting overwhelmed with work and I brought all my stress home with me. Everyday I try to get work done as fast as possible to spend time with you and everyone else I care for and it never happens. As work continues to pile... my attitude towards you gradually gets worse and right after every argument, I slip into an even deeper amount of inner shit because I never imagined myself ever raising my voice at you. I'm so damn sorry and I promise you I will do better." Hwiyoung sniffled and I could see him tearing up, it made me feel like shit too.

"It wasn't only you, I never help either. I shouldn't yell back and I know that. I became angry right along with you and I think the things that I say don't help at all," I add, taking his large hand and holding it with mine.

"I'm sorry too Hwi."

He nods his head and we just stare at each other, our eyes filled with apologies.

"Come here, I want to hug you" Hwiyoung opens his arms given me an invitation I gladly accept. He pulls me with him as he lays down and I shift comfortably on top of him.

"Let's try our best to never let it get that bad again, I love you and I don't ever want to be the reason you're upset," he mumbles as his fingers slowly trail down my back.

"I agree, I love you too," I lazily let out as my eyes become heavier.

I finally close my eyes and for the first time in forever....

... I'm at peace.

A/N: Reposting stories from the unpublished book ✨might add some part twos and new story and oneshots on the way. Have a good holiday