Strangers In The Shitty

18. Realisation

Yn- You can share anything and everything with me. I am always there for you.

Jk- Thanks for being there for me.

Yn- thanku???

Jk- ok ok... I won't say thank you and sorry again. Okay..!!

Yn smiles.

Jk- I am fine now. I am feeling lighter after sharing it with you.

Yn- so promise me that you won't cry anymore.

Jk- I can't promise you...even idk about my emotions...but yes.. I'll try to control my emotions. And I will try to move on.

Yn- I can understand that it's not easy. Just talk to me whenever you want to.

Jk- I'll. Now you should go...u will get late.

Yn- hmm...take care.

Jk- you too.

Yn smiles and wo waha se chali jaati hai.

But apne room tak jaate jaate uski smile gayab ho jaati hai.

She reaches in her room and sits on the bed.

She remembers koyal's words...*ki Jungkook ke baare me apne aap se puchna...*

She closes her eyes. This fact that he loves someone was disturbing her. She wasn't ready to accept that.

Yn's pov- why can't I forget his words..!! Why are those words revolving inside my head..!!! I have no answer to my questions. The only thing that I can understand rn is I can't see him like this.

Koyal comes there.

Koyal- tujhe kya hua?? Yha kya kar rahi hai?? Jaana nhi aaj company??

Yn-...

Koyal- Bol naa kya hua??

Yn- pata nhi.

Koyal- matlab?

Yn- matlab mujhe khud nhi pata ki mujhe kya hua hai?

Koyal- Jungkook se related baat hai?

Yn looks at her.

Yn- tujhe kese pta?

Koyal- coz ek wahi hai jiske baare me tu itna seriously sochti hai or jiske liye tu pareshan hoti hai.

Yn- koyal..

Koyal- hmm?

Yn- can you help me in finding out that why is it so?

Koyal- mene tujhe bola toh tha ki khud se puch kar dekh.

Yn- mujhe nahi samajh aa rha yaar...infact ab toh me kuch soch bhi nhi paa rahi jabse mujhe wo baat pata chali hai...

Koyal- konsi baat?

Yn- wo baat jisko sun ne ke baad mujhe bahut ajeeb si feeling aa rahi hai...jese wo..wo baat kaash mujhe pata hi na lagti kabhi.

Koyal- par konsi baat?

Yn tells her.

Koyal- matlab isliye wo itna upset tha?

Yn- hmm...

Koyal- ohh god..acha ab tu mujhe bata ki tujhe ajeeb kyu lag raha hai?

Yn- yaar pata nhi...par baar baar mind me ye baat aa rahi hai ki wo KISI OR KO pyaar karta hai..!!

Koyal- kisi or ko matlab?

Yn- matlab pta nhi... bas ye mujhe acha nhi lag raha.

Koyal- gadhi hi hai tu..!! Or kitne hints chahiye tujhe??