things i keep to myself

5.

(tw: mention of sh and suucide)

(don't report, this is a vent i'm not promoting anything)

finding everything i can
to cut myself and see myself bleed
i can't tell when this began
where would this lead?

i got dizzy
my blood was pooled around me
i should have kept my mind busy
nobody ever found me

i'm really scared
i never wanted to die
but i knew no one cared
i knew no one would cry

i think i'm dead
there's nothing in my head