things i keep to myself

10.

what is wrong with you?
you lie, you, cheat, you use
you give empty apologies
an "i'm sorry" means nothing if you're gonna do it again

i broke everything when you left
the picture frame, a camera and my wrist
i got my anger from you, even the way i take it out

the only difference is

i would never hit my kids or my partner
i'm not like you, neither are your daughters
if you could even call them that, i'm not even your son

all we do is share dna and a last name
we might share similar things but we're not the same

I'm glad we're not cause i would never wanna be like you
and i'm to nice for you to be like me

i wish you left for longer i didn't miss your face
i didn't miss your voice or the way you smelled
the strong sent of cigarettes stuck to my clothes
wear a lot of cologne so people don't think i smoke

you've ruined my life now i wanna ruin yours
it's only fair, you broke our home
that's not the only thing you broke, though
maybe i would have turned out different if i had a better dad