the fuzzy feeling i only get at night
i have no feelings left to fight
i finally don't feel like im gonna cry
god, i wish i was always high
the funny feeling i get when im alone
and i talk to you about life on the phone
5 hours just talking
your number i should be blocking
my eyes start to get heavy
i get into a chevy
i don't know where im going
in a car with people unknowing
im going insane
i can't feel my brain
where do i go
how should i know
funny feeling in my tummy
i don't think it is yummy
the feeling comes up quick
never thought i would stick
my limbs go numb
god i feel so dumb
every time im with you
my plans don't go through
i look in the mirror
i feel death coming nearer
i just lay there still
finding all but the will
"i didn't know you felt this way
if i did, maybe you'd stay
cause i'll say goodbye
every day until i die."
YOU ARE READING
things i keep to myself
Poetry(2022-2024) just a collection of poems i've written photo creds: myself AKA: words kept secret: a poem collection of a heartbroken, lovesick, teenager copywrite 2024
