Fyozai Oneshot Book

8

Maybe, it's the way you say my name
Maybe, it's the way you play your game

'Dazai...loving him is useless isn't it? These affections are getting in my plans, not that I can really do anything about it though.' Fyodor thought to himself and sighed, wondering how he can get rid of these affections despite him not really wanting to.

But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you

His plans might get ruined just because of love, isn't that hilarious?

But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you

"Hm? A dandelion field?" Fyodor suddenly found himself standing in front of a field full of dandelions, not knowing how he got here or when he got here. He sat down in front of the dandelions and picked one up.

And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine

'"It is said that if you blow all of the seeds off a dandelion in one single breath, then the person you love will love you back!"' Fyodor remembers Nikolai telling him about a rumour regarding dandelions when he found out that Fyodor was interested in flowers and their symbols.

'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

Fyodor doesn't know what was going through his head but he decided to blow the seeds off in one breath and regretted it dearly. What if someone saw him doing this silly thing! He stood up quickly and dropped the flower, walking away while the seeds fly through the air.

And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile

He thought that the rumour didn't work, and it's true, it didn't work. Because Dazai already loves him, even if both of them doesn't think so.

Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time

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I think that you are the one for me

Fyodor and Nikolai are walking side by side while talking very happily, they look like they're dating and it's very true, they are indeed dating.

'Cause it gets so hard to breathe
When you're looking at me, I've never felt so alive and free
When you're looking at me, I've never felt so happy

Although, Nikolai still hosts dangerous games to test Fyodor and see how he will fare through them (and also to try and kill him, lovingly, of course).

And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime

Fyodor has forgotten about the dandelions, and his affections for Dazai had also been overridden for the affections for Nikolai.

And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine

So now, Fyodor doesn't remember his feelings for Dazai, but Dazai still loves him. Which gives Dazai quiet a burden, even though Fyodor notices it, he doesn't say anything and moves on.

'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

He doesn't love Dazai anymore, and it's only Dazai who has to face the burden of love and obsession. While Fyodor can finally be happy with someone who he knows and is very certain that they love him genuinely, even if they try to kill him sometimes. It's a part of their daily routine after all.

And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay, when I see you smile, smile

But Dazai is unknowingly jealous of Nikolai, he's jealous that Nikolai was able to win the Demon's affections, not knowing that he was his first love, not knowing that his affections for Dazai was still there, just unacknowledged and forgotten.

Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time

He wishes that Fyodor would just love him, he wishes that the rumour about the dandelions would just work!

Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know?

He wishes that someone, just someone out there would love him back. But no, the person he loves is with someone else, and all of his plans are being ruined because of his obsession with Fyodor.

Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know that?

Dazai stares at the dandelions seeds flying in the air, and then looks at the picture of Fyodor that he has in his hands. He grips the picture, which shows Fyodor and him smiling with their arms around each other's shoulders, then smiles bitterly and walks towards the field of dandelions, letting the picture lie on the dandelions.

I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

Dazai lies down on the field, and closes his eyes, relaxing his body before sitting up and picks up a dandelion, twirling it around before blowing on it. He watches as the seeds fly off into the air to find a place to grow into new dandelions for other people to wish on.

And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile

He smiles and stands up, pushing the seeds that fell on his pants off and walks away, the picture in his pocket once more.

Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to god that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time

'Does the rumour really work? Or is it just the nature of love.'

I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

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Also the song is Dandelions by Ruth B if you didn't know

Hi, how was the chapter? As I said in the earlier chapter, I will only write a happy ending that's exclusive to my friend only. So you guys are getting an open ending one.

Sorry not sorry! My friend was technically the reason why you guys even have this oneshot book right here so I should prioritise her, right?