I woke up to a dark room. My thoughts went back to where I was. I looked around and saw I was in the all to familiar hospital room. I sighed. I felt a sharp pain in my back. I hissed in pain and then looked over to see my dad sitting in the chair. I looked to the next chair to see CC. I sat up and coughed. My chest burned alone with my throat. I felt a couple tears of pain escape unnoticeably. I gripped my chest and put my head back. I heard a foot hit the floor. My eyes wondered over to CC. I saw his brown eyes looked at me. He smiled and started shaking my dad’s shoulder.
“ANDY! SHE’S AWAKE!” He screamed.
My dad’s blue eyes looked at me.
“ECHO!” He all but screamed. He rushed over to me and pulled me into his chest.
“I thought I was going to lose you baby. I love you so much.” He whispered to me. I felt tears hit my shoulder. I looked up at him and he was crying so much.
“I’m sorry.” I whispered sadly. I felt arm wrap around my stomach and saw CC was hugging me.
“Echo, I don’t know how many times I’ve said I loved you but I love you Echo. If you need me to beat up some assholes I will. If anyone hurts you again I swear to God I am going to kill them.” He told me. I nodded and let go of my dad. I wrapped my arms around CC.
I heard the door open and then the doctor came in. He scared me. I hated doctors. They killed two of the best people. Abby… and Chris, Andy’s dad, my Grandpa. I looked down at my arm.
“How long was out?”
“You were out for 5 days.” The doctor said. He walked over to me and lifted the back of my shirt up. I felt uncomfortable and removed his hands. I backed up against the bed and looked down.
“What’s wrong?”
“Can a female nurse do this please?” I asked softly. He nodded and left. A couple minutes went by and a female nurse came in. I lifted my shirt to reveal my scarred stomach. I looked down ashamed.
“It’s okay.. we know. If you want counseling you can have it but we are going to put you on a depression pill. Your stitches should come out in a day or two. You can’t go to school for a week. We need you to heal completely before you do anything.” The nurse said writing down on a clip board. I put my shirt down and the doctor walked in.
“I heard your story Miss. We need to put you on this medication.” HE said handing me a slip.
“You can leave today. Come back in two days and you will have your stitches out.” He said and then left. My dad and CC walked in with coffee and a bag of food. I was handed a coffee and some food.
“Your dad was here the whole time.” CC said quietly. I nodded and then took a sip of the coffee.
“You should have gone home. Both of you. You leave in a couple days right?” I whispered my voice becoming smaller and weaker as tears ran down my face.
“Baby.. we cancelled the tour. We don’t leave til the end of the month.” My dad whispered. I nodded and ate some of my sandwich.
“We can leave today and we to get this.” I said holding out the small scribbled on paper. He nodded and stood up. I noticed he looked like hell.
“Dad…you should have stayed home.” I shook my head. He looked down at me.
“You could have died. I would never leave you alone. I lost one daughter and I can’t lose another. If you died you realized I wouldn’t be here right now. I would be dead.” He whispered, looking away like he was ashamed.
“Sorry…” I whispered.
He shrugged and took the slip.
“I’m going to go get this. CC will stay here. Your clothes are on the table there is a shower in here.” I heard his voice say before shutting the door. I looked down at my arms again. I was ashamed. I should have known not to do this. He lost Abby, we all did. I got up and fell, hitting my head against the night stand.
“Echo! You okay?” I heard CC ask. I shook my head and crawled to my bed again. My bed was yelling in pain. I felt blood trickle down my back.
“I’m bleeding.” I sighed.
“Well a nurse needs to help wash you unless you want me to.” He said sadly.
“You can wash me I really don’t a give fuck who see’s my body.” I whispered and limped to the shower/tub thing. I sat down and took off my dress thingy. CC walked in and started the water. I stood there with the towel wrapped around my body. He grabbed a wash cloth and I sat down in the water. Goosebumps ran up and down my body when I sat down fully. I looked down to see my ankle was in the cast. I sighed and shook my head.
“They really don’t deserve to live.” CC whispered following my gaze. That was our whole conversation. He washed my back for me and then my hair, knowing it hurt to move period. I sat there and then a knock came at the door. My dad walked in and looked at CC.
“You couldn’t ask a nurse?”
“She said she didn’t care okay?” CC said almost scared.
“Dad its fine. I would rather have him give me a bath then the fucking nurse.” I said hissing in pain when the water touched my wound.
“Okay, I’ll be outside okay?” He said and then left. I looked down at then we finished. He left, leaving me to get dressed myself. I looked nervously for the blade in my pocket. Sighed seeing it wasn’t there. I put on my shirt and jeans. I opened up the door and then we signed out. I heard everyone was over at the house but I just wanted to die. I felt something warm touch my arm. I looked over to see CC looking at me with worry.
“I’m fine.” I whispered.
He nodded and then looked out the window. I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep. I wanted to relax and not tell everyone everything. My mom wasn’t home and I was pissed. I wanted her there. I wanted both parents. I finally fell into a deep sleep after 5 minutes of thinking. Why is it worse now than it ever has been?
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My Father, Andy Biersack
Fanfic(MAY BE TRIGGERING!) Echo Biersack is not really Andy's birth child. She was adopted when she was three years old, because her mother left her on the side of the road by one of their venues. Well 11 years have passed and Echo is going through Hell...
