My Father, Andy Biersack

Your My Rock, My Saviour

Andy’s POV

 I felt her slowly go limp in my arms.

“Echo! Please Wake up!” I screamed, warm tears were slowly gliding down my pale face. I looked at my daughter. I shook her slightly. I waited for a reaction and looked down. I saw blood on the floor and my eyes went wide. I lifted up her shirt, seeing blood slowly trickle down her back. My eyes followed the blood, seeing there was a wound on her back. It was almost as if someone had just stabbed her in the back. I shook  my head and picked her up. I grabbed a towel and applied pressure to her back. I put her in the car and drove. I was panicking. What if the only thing I had died? I looked in the back seat, more tears streaming down my face. I looked up in the mirror to see my ice blue eyes bloodshot red. I shook my head again and hit the gas.

I ran inside the hospital. The lady at the counter saw me and then towel.

“I NEED A NURSE!” She shouted on top of her lungs. Soon enough a male nurse and a female nurse ripped my life out of my arms. I fell to the ground in a heap of tears.

“Please, please let her be alive. She needs to live. I love her. Please.” I prayed for the first time in years. I felt someone place a hand on my back. I looked up to see the lady at the front desk.

“Let’s go.” She whispered guiding me over to a seat. I sat down and stared at the ground. I picked up my phone and texted everyone. I heard my ring tone for Juliet go off.

“Hello?” I asked weakly.

“Baby, what happened?” She said. I could tell she was crying to. I looked down.

“I walked in on her last night. She was cutting Juliet. She fucking cuts because of the school, because of me. There was blood everywhere. I caused it.” I cried into the phone.

“What do you mean?” She whispered back as a wave of tears crashed down on her.

“She had scars on her arms. A wound on her arm was there when I opened the door. She promised me. This morning I woke up and saw her in the bathroom. She couldn’t move. She said she loved me then she went limp. She was bleeding from her back. It was like someone stabbed her.” I said trying not to cry any harder. My lip was trembling at the moment. I looked up for a moment to see Jinxx running over.

“Andy.. call me when she wakes up. Please don’t do anything.” She whispered, refurring to my previous attempt to kill myself.

“Okay. I love you.” I whispered.

“Love you too.” She said back and hung up. I looked up at Jinxx. He had been crying to by the looks of it.

“I’m so sorry Andy.” He choked, sitting down next to me. My thumb nail was scratching at my wrist. I felt a warm hand touch mine and then pulled my thumb away.

“Sorry…” I muttered.

“What happened last night?” He asked. I told him the story and then heard my name.

“Andy Biersack?”

I looked up and Jinxx and I ran over. We looked like a wreck.

“Your daughter stopped bleeding. She is in the process of getting stitches. We just need to give her more blood. I see that she is adopted by Juliet and You. Is this true?”

I nodded slightly and let out a sigh.

“Do you know her birth parents?”

“No I do not. I can’t contact them any way possible either.” I whispered, my hopes dropping.

“Okay. We will give her the blood then. She isn’t conscious from blood loss. We also see that she had wounds and the arm. Were those self inflicted or did you do that to her?” He asked. I couldn’t believe it. Here I was crying and he asks me. I was getting a little angry.

“She did them herself. If you want to now the whole story please ask.” I said, trying not to snap.  Jinxx gave me a warning glance. I looked at the ground, more tears sliding down my hot face.

“Okay. I will ask later. You can see her now. She is in room 30.” He said and walked away. I ran down the hall and found room 30. I slowly opened the door and saw them put a shiny needle into her scarred arms. I felt Jinxx put his hand on my shoulders. I jumped slightly and ran a hand through my messy hair. How the hell did this happen? Why were people tormenting her for something I did? I sighed and walked over to the bed. I picked up her hand and sighed.

“Echo... I love you... We’ll get you help.” I whispered as more and more hot salty tear slid down my face. I looked at Jinxx. He looked at me.

“Sammi is coming as soon as she can.” He said softly. I nodded and got to my knees on the floor. I stroked her dark brown hair and looked over her features. Echo was the only thing could save me. The only thing that wouldn’t let me kill myself.

*Flash Back*

I looked down at the ground. My eyes were watering. I couldn’t take it anymore. So far my father had died. I was getting shit from everyone. I looked down at the ground. I picked up the bottle and took out a handful of pills. I grabbed the whiskey bottle and then felt a hand touch me. I saw a little girl with sad crystal clue eyes that had tears streaming down from her face.

“Don’t do it daddy. I love you. Why would you do this?” She asked softly as more tears slid down her precious face. I dropped the pills and put down the bottle. I grabbed her and wrapped her in my arms. I kissed her head as tears spilled from my eyes.

“I love you too baby girl.” I whispered, stroking her hair.

*End If Flash Back*

I looked at Echo, more tears spilling from my eyes.

“I love you too damn much Echo. Please wake up. You are my rock. Please wake up.” I whimpered and gripped her hand tighter. I felt a hand touch my back and looked up to see Sammi Doll. She had red eyes. She looked at Echo and I backed up. I saw her bend down and kiss her forehead.

“I love you sweetie, wake up. Please.” She whispered. She pulled away and Jinxx took her in his arms. I sat against the wall and shook my head. I let out a heavy sigh and ran my hands through my hair again.  I wanted her to wake up. If she didn’t that’s it. I’m done. 

(Its extreamly short... I just didn;t know what to right because my mind is going crazy right now. I don't know what to do. So if you have any ideas comment please. :) I love you guys.) 

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