Everything falls apart || Dick Grayson||

Chapter 14: Withdrawl from everything

Previously "Everything falls apart."

I shook my head and said, "no, I want to disappear and act like I ever even existed."

So that's what I did and packed everything I needed while everyone was asleep; I took off and left this behind. I didn't know where I was going pursy, but I found this cabin deep in the woods then I settled into the cabin. How fitting it was raining while I sat on the couch, then this was my life for the next few weeks, but I never knew that it would change me forever.

Continues...

Trigger warning: contains depression and suicidal actions. 

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It's been a week since I have been at this cabin, and not going to lie. It's peaceful here. There is no one to bother me anymore, and I can finally rest and take a break from everything. Since I settled in quickly, I went to one of the rooms and lay on the bed.

I closed my eyes and entered my slumber.

Entering dream sequence 

I was in the middle of the forest and looking around from there was a person just standing. I walked towards them, but they came running to me at godspeed. Then I realized that it was my mother and blood was coming out of her mouth.

She said, "why couldn't you just follow your father's orders."

I said, "what?."

She said, "if it weren't for your hard-headedness and being a pain to take care then maybe I would be alive."

I couldn't believe what she was saying, but she said it shot me in the heart.

She said, "I wished that you were never born; I'm glad that the league of assassins took you away because, to be honest, you were a nuisance to your father and me. It was the best thing that ever happened to us, and even if he knew about the league kidnapping you, it wouldn't matter because no one cares about you."

My lips started quivering, and I shook my head and said, "that's not true."

She started laughing, and there was blood on her teeth while she talked.

"Oh, sweetheart, if anybody cared about you, why were you still there at 25?."

I reply, "I wanted an out and couldn't take it anymore, so I left."

She said, "so what you are saying is that no one bothered to save you or rescue you from them but yourself."

I just stood there and realized that I had saved myself from the league, and she was right; no one came to check on me or even bothered to keep me from them.

she continued

"Everyone knew where you were, and sorry to have tell you, but even bruce knew."

I said, "stop, your lying."

I didn't want to believe it for one second. 

She said, "Bruce Wayne knew about you being in the leagues for years when Grayson became robin at 16. He knew the location and decided that you weren't worried about saving. He couldn't  save two kids at once, so he picked one that turned into a hero and saved the whole while others killed millions in months."

My eyes started to water, and I shook my head. 

I said, "Stop, please."

She said, "Aw, is someone afraid to accept that bruce never cared about you and only using you for skills and abilities."