playlist for this chapter
Ali Gatie, it's you
Passenger, let her go
Alex & Sierra, Little do you know
Lewis Capaldi, Someone you loved
The Neighbourhood, Daddy issues
James Bay, Let it goDeja POV
She's just like me.
Even though it is 11 p.m., Killian has yet to return home. In an effort to reach Kahdeja and Kadeem, I texted them, but they did not respond, so I called Daniel to get in touch.
Three times it rang and no answer. I sighed sitting on the couch I'm such a bad parent how am I going to adopt that sweet little baby at the orphanage?
As I'm about to leave the living room I heard the door opening, Killian walked in and he doesn't look like himself. I hurried over to help him.
"This is so responsible of you" I rolled my eyes as he leaned onto me walking up the steps.
"He find her Deja, he help her, my daughter when I couldn't do anything wah kinda'Don' mi be a fucking failure mi cya even protect me family but mi outa road a protect people, "he said falling unto the king size bed.
"Killian mi tell yuh thousands of time yuh nah fi a put all a that pon yuh head babe yah do yuh best yuh cya do more than that baby, yes Daniel find her, steff mek we lose a lot of years without her but look into things we have her now and yah push her away from you" I yelled frustrated.
He glanced at me and I looked back "he stepmother a her auntie babe, why you nah look into that dem a like cousins"Killian just a think about more excuses.
"Listen to me if yuh mek Kahdeja hate we because yuh nah think before yuh act mi ago leave and raise my children by myself!"I did not mean it but me affi mek him understand seh me and him did in a the same situation one time.
I was glared at by him, and I backed up hitting the walls as he placed both hands beside my head, licking his bottom lip.
"I love you, do you love me," He asked kissing my neck.
"I hate you"I pouted.
"Sexy asf when you mad, you really ago leave me D, the only man weh eva get yuh wet, the only man weh would a tek gunshot fi you, the only man weh can fuck dem attitude deh out a yuh hmmm? You wah leave me D yuh no know seh a my pussy this it ago always be mine, dead or alive. Yah mine!" he says possessively.
I rolled my eyes, the liquor a turn him into an idiot, he moves closer and kiss me but I didn't kiss back.
"I'm sorry for yelling, mi neva mean fi flash yuh off like that mi did just angry, D Kahdeja a 16 she too young at least wait till she a 18 fi me a think bout boyfriend, mi just a get fi knw me only daughter yuh no think this hard fimi why uno think me heartless," he said and I soughed.
"Killian it's ok-"he suddenly had a terrifying reaction while holding onto his chest.
"Babe what's wrong" While holding on to his chest, he went limp. I suspect he is having a heart attack.
Fuck!
Kahdeja POV