I actually hate this.
But its been a hot minute I hope your doing well.
Here's this hot garbage.
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You were at the premiere of your movie Black Panther with Your boyfriend of 6 years. You posed alone before pulling him next to you. You smiled before checking on the man.
"Are you okay?"
You asked him.
He smiled.
"Yes, I'm very proud of you, babe."
He replied wrapping his arms around you kissing you. He spun you around before ushering you to finish the red carpet.
"Wanna get a picture together?"
Michael asked you. You grinned and nodded. As you and Michael took multiple photos Jason watched on with a ill feeling in his stomach.
AT HOME
You climbed in bed with a sigh. Jason was laid back lost in thought. He rolled over facing you.
"So, what's the deal with Michael?"
Jason asked.
"What you mean?"
You asked laying down looking at him.
"Like is he attracted to you?"
Jason questioned and you sighed.
"He told me about his feelings when we finished filming. But I made it clear I love you and you only."
You semi lied.
Jason sat up uneasy from what he just heard.
"I don't wanna sound jealous and controlling. But..."
"I'll limit how much I talk him. I promise. I wouldn't do anything to jeopardize us."
You said lying again.
Jason gave a soft smile.
You kissed him and he pulled you closer.
'I'm gonna end it. For real this time.'
You thought to yourself.
The next morning you woke up to get ready for more promoting of Black Panther.
"Jason?"
You whispered and he stirred.
"Yeah, baby?"
He asked opening his eyes.
"Wanna shower together?"
You asked and he stood up quickly showing you who really answered the question. He picked you up and carried you into the bathroom.
1 hour and a half later
You came out rushing to get ready. You slid on sweats and a tank top.
"I'll call you later babe i love you!"
You yelled.
"Okay I love you too."
He replied poking his head out the bathroom door. You blew a kiss and rushed out to the waiting car.
You rushed into the venue let your team do their work on you.
"Thank you. Sorry for being late!"
You said walking out the door bumping into Michael.
"Hey."
He said flashing that dazzling smile. You return it.
"Hi."
You said as you walked side by side to the stage.
"So, how's Jason?"
He asked and you gave a side glance.
"Good. But we need to talk later."
You said stopping before you walked on stage.
"Come to my room after."
He said walking on stage.
You sighed softly following him on stage.
You walked off stage beside Angela and she stopped me.
"How long has it been going on? "
You looked down guilty and embarrassed.
"Months."
Angela raised your head like you would a child.
"If you love Jason and I know you do. Stop it before it reaches the point of no return."
You nodded knowing you had the intention to. Lost in thought you made your way to his dressing room. You knocked slowly only to hear 'come in'.
You opened the door to see michael standing there.
"Your ending it?"
Michael asked.
You nodded.
"I love Jason. And I'm hurting him by doing this."
Michael had a few tears to fall making your breath catch in your throat.
"I'm sorry I can't return your love."
You said finally to the man. You walked over to him and looked at him. You wiped his tears and hugged him. He kissed your forehead.
"I'll love you, forever y/n l/n."
Michael whispered.
You pulled away and left without looking back.
You walked into the house that you shared with Jason for years.
"Jason?"
You called out and he rushed down the stairs kissing you. When he didn't see you smile he became worried.
"What's wrong?"
He asked holding your face.
"I lied to you for months."
You said and his hands slowly let go of your face.
"I told you that Michael had feelings for me and I told him that you were the only one I love. But I didn't tell you that....I've been sleeping with him for the past 4 months."
You said quietly.
"What? Are you fucking serious? Why would you do that?"
He yelled at the top of his lungs pissed. You shrugged.
"I...thought I was attracted to him."
You whispered. At this point Jason was crying angry and hurt no doubt and you were breaking from seeing it.
"I loved you, y/n."
Jason cried.
"I love you, Jason. With all my being and heart. I was just stupid and weak minded."
You said fighting tears.
You walked past him to go pack some bags.
"Was I not enough for you?"
You stopped never turning around.
"You were always enough. I was just selfish and careless with your feelings when I should've protected them."
You continued walking and quickly packed a bag you weren't gonna stay especially see how it affected him and you had no right to stay after what you did.
"Where you going? To him?"
Jason asked full of hurt.
"No. A hotel. I'll be back for the rest of my stuff soon."
You said heading for the door.
"Please don't. Please don't leave me."
Jason pleaded.
"Jason. I'll leave for the night. To give you time to process everything. And to figure out what you want to do."
You explained.
"I don't need time or space. I want you. The road to rebuilding is hard but for you I will go a lifetime."
He declared.
"Are you sure?"
He nodded with a dry laugh.
"Yeah."
You wrapped your arms around him crying not of happiness but because of what you had to tell him.
"Jason?"
He put you down worried with the look he was seeing in your eyes.
"I'm pregnant."
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I still hate it.
I hope you did too.😂
Song: Librium Kiss- Mira
Xoxo
Brie
