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*Alternate universe*

Wednesday's POV

It's been two months since we broke up.

I couldn't even begin to explain how hard these past two months have went for me. It was pure hell.  I was lost without him. Without him to ground me.

The torture of being without him was too much on me to remember what in the hell even happened between us.

I caught him with some random girl smashed all over his face. The sight grossed me out so much that I didn't wait a single second and stormed out of there. Angry tears spilled down my eyes and I blocked him from my life. I didn't even let him explain himself.

Now I felt like shit.

I just got to know that he hadn't cheated on me. It was that other girl who kissed him out of the blue and he had pulled away immediately. Only if I stayed a little longer, I'd have seen.

I didn't know how to get him back after ignoring him like this for the past two months. But what I did know was that I'd take him back, no matter what.

On the other hand there was Xavier. Ever since my break up with Tyler, he has been hell bent on getting with me. I just saw him as a friend, I didn't even realize when he started building feelings for me.

I never had feelings for him. I always had eyes for only and only one boy.

He has caramel curly hair, grey bluish eyes that would sometime look hazel under the sunlight. He has cute button nose and plump, pink lips. He was my dream boy and my heart has never wanted anything this much.

But Xavier was persistent. He wouldn't leave me at any cost. One day he invited me to his art studio and gosh, it was full with my portraits. Honestly, it creeped me out, I hastily left the place.

I've been trying to avoid him since. But he was one stubborn soul, he even sent me some threatning texts but I ignored those.

I wasn't gonna let him occupy my mind today though. Because today, I was gonna meet my lover after two months.

Yes, I have called Tyler and asked him to meet me in the woods, our usual date spot. I was excited. I couldn't wait till I would hug him, feels his arms around me, or feel his lips against mine. I just wanted him back to me.

I wore a black shirt and jacket with black skinny jeans, with my converse. My hair was up in a horse tail and I put some nude makeup on. Deciding I looked fine, I grabbed my bag and left the dormitory of Nevermore, my school.

My eyes were constantly glancing at the watch every second, my foot tapping the ground anxiously. The crunchy autumn leaves murmured under my shoes and I felt anxiety bubbling within. What if he didn't come?

"Hey."

I jolted around and my breath was almost hit out of my lungs.

He was here. In flesh and bone.

"Hey."

As he walked closer and the moonlight fell on him, I could actually see how much he has changed.

His eyes were hollow and had bags under them, cheeks sunken in and his muscly built was thinner than I remembered. My heart sunk in my chest and I could feel my hands go cold.

"How are you doing?" I felt stupid. Because I could literally see how he was doing.

He scoffed, shrugging. "Somewhat. What about you? You look good." He said, eyeing me up and down for a brief second.

His words stung.

"Thanks. I'm good." I muttered, ashamed.

We were in an awkward silence after that.

I decided it was time I started talking.

"Tyler, I-I am really sorry I didn't trust you." I began, fidgeting my fingers, unable to look in his eyes. "I saw you kissing her and my mind went blank. I was totally out of it to understand the reality of it. It was so stupid of me to not let you explain yourself. I'm so sorry.

But you have to believe me that I spent each day like shit. I missed you every second, every breath. I can't live without you, Ty. Please, forgive me. I want you back." I finished and realized a few a tears have rolled down my face.

I was crying, and so was he.

I looked up to meet his now 'not so dead' eyes and opened my mouth to say sorry once more but I was cut off by a soft pair of lips pressing against mine.

My eyes fluttered close and I kissed back, my hands going around his neck while I slightly stood on my tiptoes since he was much, much taller than me. He was holding my face and kissing me like there was no tomorrow.

We held each other with a feeling that if we let go even an inch, the other would disappear.

His lips were a bit chapped but still tasted like honey and coco powder, his tongue swivled down my mouth and I could only moan in satisfaction. It felt so familiar, so arousing and I was immersed in the intensity of it.

I couldn't describe in words just how amazing it felt to be in his arms again, to hold him, to run my fingers through his soft hair again.

After what felt like an eternity, we pulled apart and stared in each other's eyes, panting heavily.

His lips were swollen and puffy, glistening with my saliva, it made me agitated and possessive.

I kissed his lips once more, harder and more passionately then pulled away only to hug him tight. I jumped up and he held me, keeping me in his arms by wrapping his hands around my thighs to prevent me from falling.

"I love you, baby. I could never leave you. Please, don't ever leave me." I whispered in his ear, kissing it afterwards.

He shivered a little, I could feel heat radiating off him because of how hard he was blushing.

"I love you too, Wens. So much. I'd never even dream of leaving you."

He put me down and interwinned our fingers together, shy smiles on our faces.

"Let's walk down the path, what you say?" He asked, pulling me close to him and kissing the side of my head as I snuggled under his arm.

"Sure."

We started our walk that way, sharing whatever happened to us in the past months, filling the other to every bits of detail.

Our peace didn't last long because suddenly a loud noise broke us apart.

I jumped backwards and followed the sound to see Xavier behind us.

The sound was so loud that I was hazed for a while, ears ringing and everything blurry around. When I came into my senses again, I noticed him properly.

He was crying, nose fuming and eyes wide, and he looked fearsome. But what most scared me was the object in his hand.

"Xavier, why do you h-have a gun?" I could hear the crack in my voice on top of the ringing in my ears from the gun going off.

"If I can't have you, then no one else can." He spat.

Just then I realized something.

Something that teared my soul apart and my heart was screwed in millions of pieces.

Involuntary tears were streaming down my face as my horror filled eyes slowly travelled down, and I saw him.

Tyler was on the ground with a bullet wound on his stomach, blood seeping through his hand as he tried to press on it, he was barely holding onto consciousness as he looked up at me with something so desperate in his eyes that I could have almost died on spot.

I fell on my knees.

No no no no no no no....not Tyler.

Not my Tyler. Please-

To be continued...

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A/N:-

I love a caring and protective Wednesday so Ima write some angsty fluff.

You can leave requests if you have some.

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