Finding Love

Rosalie

"The past always finds a way to haunt you"

I couldn't help but stare at her stomach. The door opened and Devon came up shocked to see me.

"Rosalie, what are you doing here?" he asked looking at Mateo and I.

Solange grabbed his hand and looked at me with with a smug face. I felt like throwing up as I connected the dots. Devon got her pregnant again. Just a few days ago he was begging for me to forgive him saying he loved me.

"Bae it seems like she's on a date" she said kissing his check  looking for a reaction out of me

I stood there silent, sick to my stomach. I remember the day I found out Devon had a secret child. I caught him at the store with a little girl clinging onto his legs, it was the worst day of my life.

Still standing there Mateo spoke up and grabbed my waste exiting the restaurant.

"It was nice to meet you both but Rosalie and I must get going" 

Mateo dragged us to his car and helped me get inside

Once we were in his car my body break down. Tears streamed down my face as I couldn't hold it anymore. 

"How could he embarrass me like that" I sniffled

Mateo drove to a nearby parking lot away from the restaurant and turned the car off. He grabbed a few tissues from the compartment box and handed them to me. 

"He didn't deserve you Rosalie" he said trying to bring comfort but I wasn't listening

"We dated for three years and I never knew he had a child. Now I see him with the same women and she's pregnant" I expressed as more tears fell from my face

"What makes it even worse was he said he wanted to marry me! Can you believe that" I said hysterically crying 

Mateo couldn't get a word in as I kept talking about my relationship with Devon. I didn't mean to dump all my feelings on him but seeing Solange ruined my mood.

"I'm such an idiot. I let him treat me like that and I should have known" I told him leaning against the passenger seat window

"Rosalie that is not-" 

"I mean I should have questioned him when he wouldn't home some nights or when Elena told me she saw him with a baby. You know I confronted him and he basically said I was crazy" I cut him off  

"Maybe I wasn't pretty enough for him. It had to be me or he wouldn't have cheated" I said crying as my insecurities took over

I was about to continue my rant until I felt Mateo's lips on mine. He grabbed my chin to face him and m eyes widened. I was confused on what was happening. 

Before I could pull away Mateo pushed his tongue in my mouth and a moan fell from my lips. I pushed my hands into his hair deepening the kiss. 

He brought his hands to my hips and lifted me over to sit on his lap. Getting comfortable I pressed my chest to his and put my legs on either side. 

Our kiss continued as the car got hot. I forgot everything that happened at the restaurant and focused on Mateo. I don't know what came over me but I loved the way his lips felt. 

Being this close to him reminded me of that night at the club. I grinned my hips into his and allowed his hands to moved down on my thighs. My underwear became wet as I felt him harden underneath. 

His hands pushed my dress up and he started leaving kisses on my neck

"You're the most beautiful girl I've meet. He didn't deserve you" he whispered into my ear, attacking my neck

 I let out another moan and felt his hands travel to my underwear. Before he could do anything  I pressed my hands on his chest to catch my breath

"We should stop Mateo" I said quietly looking down at his lap. He agreed with me and brought his hands from under my dress.  

Staying silent I made my way back to the passenger seat. Mateo didn't say anything and started the car. We both sat awkwardly as he drove me home. 

We pulled up to  my apartment and I quickly jumped out and thanked him for the night. 

Running past the lobby and upstairs to my apartment. I opened the door and slammed it behind me, falling to the floor. 

"Rose, what's wrong? Why are you on the floor" Sophia asked picking me off the ground

"DevongotsolangepregantandijustmadeoutwithMateoSouza"

I said in a distressed tone

"Wait what" Sophia asked as we walked to sit on the coach

I was still trying to process the night myself. How was I going to face Mateo tomorrow after that kiss? 

"I made out with Mateo" I restated trying to piece together my life

Sophia started to scream with excitement asking more questions but I couldn't answer her. So much was going through my head at the moment. Devon with Solange and Mateo's  lips replaying in my mind. I didn't know how to explain my night.

"How about we go to bed and finish this in the morning" Sophia said after noticing my disdained face

I didn't say anything and got up heading to the bedroom. Taking off my dress I went to take a shower and fell asleep.