Finding Love

Mateo

"Impulsive thoughts are things we try to ignore but who says they are bad"

After I dropped Rosalie off i rushed back to the hotel. My brain was racing thinking about what happened. 

Watching her break down and speak negatively frustrated me. I wanted to help and tried to talk but she was too hysterical so I did the first thing that came to mind. 

I already knew we both felt something between us but that kiss sparked it all. What meant to only be a peak turned into a full blown make out and I could still taste her coconut chapstick on my lips. 

I rushed inside and made my way to the room. Luckily everyone was sleep and I locked my door sitting my key card on the table. Taking off my pants, I was still hard and let out a groan. It took so much out of me not to fuck Rosalie in the car when she sat on my lap. 

The more she pressed herself on me the harder it got to control myself. If she didn't stop us, I know we would have been in an even worse situation. I walked to the bathroom and turned the shower on. 

Taking my clothes off I stepped in and let the hot water hit my face. I couldn't get her moans out my head and lowered my hand to my member slowly moving my hand back and forth. I imaged Rosalie and moaned at the thought of her.  how wet she was in the car. 

I wanted to comfort her after witnessing her ex. He was fool who didn't deserve her. It angered me the way he flaunted his girlfriend like that in front of Rosalie. I started to imagine Rosalie's hands on my jerking myself off. I came shortly after and finished my shower. 

Stepping out I wrapped a towel around my waist and send a message to Rose. Even though our night ended on an interesting note I wanted her to know I enjoyed myself. 

I left the bathroom and got comfortable in bed. Checking my phone to see if she replied there was nothing. I frowned at the fact she didn't answer and turned over to hit the light switch off.

Next morning 

I woke up around 9am and got ready for practice. Rosalie ended up liking my message overnight. It hurt my feelings a bit but I pushed it aside and headed out to meet my team. 

I wanted to talk to Rosalie about everything, I felt something during our kiss and I wasn't afraid to act on my feelings. Walking to the car I saw Antony and Vinicius waiting outside.

"Hey guys" I greeted them stepping inside. 

"Good morning sonshine" Antony said tapping my back 

Laughing at him my mind went back to Rosalie. Antony and Vinicius started talking amongst each other and I was thinking about what to say when I saw her at practice. I know she would try to run away from the conversation but this was something we needed to discuss. 

We pulled up to the field and I saw the camera crew set and ready. I changed fast in the locker room and jogged outside heading towards her assistant manager. 

"Good morning Steve. You wouldn't happen to know where Ms. Wright is?" I asked 

"Oh, Rosalie called in sick this morning" he told me looking down at the papers in his hand

I knew the sick card was a lie and she was hiding at home so she wouldn't have to face me today.  I thanked Steve and walked on the field to start our warmups. I sent her a message asking if she was doing ok knowing this was all a rouse. 

We did a couple of drills and started to focus on plays we were going to use for game against Siberia. The World Cup was coming close and I was starting to feel the pressure build up. Coach was beginning to be more hard during practice calling out our faults.