Finding Love

Rosalie

"Grateful for the darkness, the heartbreak, and the betrayal because it allowed her to recognize true love when she found it"

New Years Eve

Paris, France was in fact the most romantic city in the world. I've been here for 4 days and have had the best time. Getting to see Mateo after what felt like forever was great and now were on a rooftop with a few of his friends and family. 

"The countdown is about to start sweetheart" Mateo tapped my shoulder handing me a Champagne glass and leading me back inside where the party was. We've been apart for a month and did that do damage, since being here I couldn't keep myself away from him. Long distance was for the most ok we both had busy schedules so that helped but being in his presence is much better than a FaceTime call at 2am. 

"I love it here" I giggled as he stood behind me holding my waist watching the countdown begin. I got to see Mateo's family again it was awkward at first since he's not speaking to his father but I missed Catia. 

"One day I want you to move here with me" he whispered in my ear. That was a dream and only time could tell but Mateo swears we will be together for a long time. We were still take things pretty slow and wanted to focus on our careers. 

"You keep saying that" I nudged him in the stomach

Since being in psg Mateo's mood has changed and he's gotten better as a player. Even after they lost that first few week was hard and i called everyday to chat with him. Argentina ended up winning the World Cup and he was very happy. I never knew he was a huge fan but Messi has been one of his biggest role models

"10... 9... 8"

Everyone started screaming as the ball was about to drop and I turned to face Mateo "any New Years resolutions?" I asked wrapping my arms around his neck 

"Many more years with you" he smirked as I laughed 

"7... 6... 5" 

"You?" I looked to the tv and thought about my answer. This year had a lot of downs but the ups have been the most rewarding. Meeting Mateo has changed my entire life and I've been more than grateful

"4... 3... 2..." 

Before it hit one I got on my tippy toes to reach his ear, "grow with the man I love and get married"

"1... Happy New Years!" confetti was all over the room as everyone cheered. Mateo had a huge gummy smile on his face and bent down

"feliz ano novo querida" he said before crashing his lips on mine

Behind us a sneaky mother was snapping pictures of her son and girlfriend in their happy state. 

We broke from the kiss smiling at each other enjoying being with each other. This was going to be a great year. 

"I want you to meet my family" I said resting my head on his chest

"About time!" I laughed at his enthusiasm. Hopefully around easter he could come and spent time with us 

"Happy New Years!" I heard Enzo's voice boom as he came over to us clearly drunk 

"Happy New Years" I replied as Mateo rolled his eyes at his drunk brother. Nathalie rushed over and grabbed him 

"He went crazy with the drinks, sorry" we both laughed and I told her it was fine. They were in France might as well have fun 

"Pictures!" Catia screamed with joy seeing us all together. We stood together as she snapped pictures with tears in her eyes

"Mama,  por que você está chorando?" Mateo asked but she waved her hand

"I'm just emotional seeing my two boys with such great women and happy" she sobbed. I left Mateo's side and hugged Catia. She had been the sweetest and most welcoming women I've meet. She reminded me of my own mother and made me miss the relationship we had before Devon. 

"Catia, I'm so grateful for you" I started tearing up myself. 

Mateo walked over to us "no more tears, its New Years" he said wiping my face and hugging his mom

"I'm sorry. Let me go find your father and leave you two alone" she smiled leaving us 

"Why are you crying, amor?" I kept sniffling thinking about the past year and my family 

"I miss my family and being here with you makes me so happy" Mateo kissed my forehead and we walked outside 

"Do you want to go back early?" he asked. I looked at him surprised he would offer that 

"No, we promised I'd stay here for the reminder of the week" I said sniffling and drying my eyes

"Mmmmm, I kind of miss L.A. and your cute apartment. I've been in Paris for long enough" he smiled looking down at me

Was he being serious? I had just seen my family for Christmas and was probably being emotional

"you don't have to do that" I lowly whispered 

"I know but I want to so let's book the first flight out of here and pack our bags" he said taking my hand as we rushed out the party 

Our beginning wasn't easy and I wasn't even looking for a man when we met but he came like a storm knocking down all my walls. 

The end