Fantasy ( Please do not ReaD)

Chapter 10

CHAPTER 10

" What do you wanna do while we are here. Where do you wanna go ? ", said Trevante.

" Water ", I said.

" What....you wanna swim ", said Tre.

" I wanna swim in the ocean", I said.

" I'll take you but besides that ", said Tre.

" We should go somewhere high. Like...we should jump out of a plane or go on a hot air ballon ", I said while looking out the window.

I knew I only wanted to do crazy stuff because at times I'd feel numb. That numbness from my brothers recent death scared me. I wanted to feel alive.

" I wanna try that Hennessy that you always tell me I can't have ", I said.

" I wanna steal a car ", I rambled.

" You wanna get in trouble in a foreign place basically ", said tre.

" I wanna make trouble but I don't wanna get caught! That's the point ", I said.

" It doesn't always work like that ", said Tre with a laugh.

" We can go to swimming. We can see about the hot air ballon. We can TRY the Hennessy ", said Tre.

I walked over to Tre and sat on his lap. I leaned in for a kiss with him. I rested my head on his shoulder.

" Could you see yourself with children one day Trevante ", I said.

" Ehh....maybe. Sometimes ion like kids like that but I never sat and thought about it. Why, do you want kids ? ", said Tre.

" Yeah I do...at times. Whoever I end up with is gonna want kids ", I said.

I continued.

" I could see myself with kids. Although I can't see myself being a good mom. I've never known what a good mother is....ya know ? ", I rambled.

" You would be a good mom ", he reassured.

" I'm not trying to be a parent just yet but I could see myself having a kid with you if you don't turn out to be a fuck boy. Just know that we not having more than 1 though ", I said.

" Whatever you say ", said Trevante with a smirk.

" Any other special requests ", said Trevante.

" I wanna fuck you on the boat ", I said.

" That can be arranged ", said Tre as he kissed my neck.

" For now let's go to dinner ", said Tre.

I got up and put on some clothes. My body was so sore from last night but I wasn't gonna stay in a bed the whole vacation. I got dressed for our fancy dinner and night out on the town. I guess you could call it an official date. We took a cab deep into Paris. We got to the restaurant and Trevante ordered us some drinks. Trevante got a water and I ordered a lemonade. I couldn't drink in public so that sucked but lemonade was good....for now.

" I wonder if my family knew who you were at the funeral ", I said randomly.

" They probably did but didn't do anything ", said tre.

" See...this is what happens when random people fuck each other and make a family without loving each other. Nobody cared to ask me if I was being taken care of. I would never do that. My house would be filled with love. My kids would know that I cared about them ", I said while staring into space.

" We could do that ", said Tre.

I snapped out of my daze.

" Yeah. We could. Just don't cheat or I'll kill everyone including me ", I said while sipping my drink.